or I passed out and it happened in spite of me. Either way, it was happening.
I pulled off my clothing. Iâd barely thrown it aside before I crashed to the ground and everything went dark. A moment later, I woke up. There was that usual split second of âwhere am I? what am I?â grogginess before I remembered and leaped to all fours.
I peered around. It was nearly dark now, but my night vision was excellent. I took a moment to adjust to the other changesâfour legs, whiskers, a tail. It all makes movement a little odd at first, even the whiskers, pinging as they brushed the long grass.
Sliding through that grass was a lot easier when I didnât need to crawl. And safer when I blended with the golden stalks. When I neared the neighboring cabin, I poked my head through the grass and let out a soft growl.
Corey peeked out first. He saw me and jumped back. Then Daniel appeared, hand on Coreyâs shoulder, murmuring, âItâs Maya.â
âI knew that,â Corey whispered, looking abashed. âBut why is she . . . ?â
âIâm guessing she didnât have a choice.â
Daniel crawled over to me. As he did, I instinctively retreated. Heâd never seen me in cat formâIâd only shifted twice so far. While Iâd been around humans both times and hadnât felt any monstrous desire to devour them, I still scrambled away when Daniel approached.
But his scent filled my nostrils and I didnât smell a threat orâworseâdinner. I smelled Daniel, a scent I still didnât quite comprehend when I was in human form, but now it felt like a warm wave washing over me, relaxing me, telling me everything was all right, Daniel was here.
Even when I backed away, he kept crawling forward, as if I wasnât a hundred-and-twenty-pound big cat with two-inch claws and fangs.
âYou okay?â he whispered.
I tried to say yes. It came out as a soft chrr-up , like my bobcat, Fitz, makes when he sees me.
Daniel smiled. âThat sounds like yes, so Iâm guessing you can understand me.â
Another chirp.
âYouâve got some good camouflage there,â he said. âA good nose. Good ears. And a good escape vehicle if youâre spotted.â
I realized what he was thinking. That I could scout the cabin before we sent Corey over. I chirped and tried motioning with my head that Iâd circle the studio. I was sure there was no way heâd understand me, but he nodded.
âSo youâre okay with that? Youâll take a look around before Corey goes in?â
I bobbed my head. He reached over to pat me, then stopped himself with a chagrined smile.
âSorry, I probably shouldnât do that. But itâs the only chance Iâll get to pet a cougar.â
I leaned against his hand and he buried his fingers in my fur, then he took a long look at me.
âItâs pretty damned amazing,â he murmured.
It was. Whatever else the St. Clouds had done to us, this was amazing. We sat there for a minute. Just sat together, me leaning against him, feeling the warmth of his hand, listening to his breathing, slowly calming me down until I was relaxed enough to pull back and jerk my muzzle toward the cabin, telling Daniel I was ready. He gave me one last pat and returned to Corey.
FOUR
I SET OUT THROUGH the long grass. The wind was coming from the north, which was behind me. I couldnât pick up any traces of human scent on the breeze. That meant there wasnât anyone outdoors for at least a kilometer. No one directly upwind, that is. To the northeast or northwest? Possibly. So I covered a swath from the road to the water. A very faint scent came when I approached the beachâthe smell of people mixed with that of burning wood. Someone with a bonfire up the beach. No one lurked nearby watching the studioâat least not in that direction.
I wanted to cross the road to check over there, but it was paved,