itâs a public school like Gordo High. Did you know that? Did yooooouuu⦠â
The dryness in my mouth went up to my brain.
âAre you okay?â she said. âYou just made a sound like you were having a stroke.â
There were two more dead coyotes up ahead.
â Enough with the dead coyotes,â I said, or maybe yelled. My motor functions were scrambled. The emergency lights were on in my head, and there was no engineer coming to save the day.
âThere does seem to be a lot of roadkill around,â said Sophie. âYouâre turning pale. Maybe we should pull overâ¦.â
âJust feeling a little light-headed,â I said. âOne questionâif you had the academic credentials to get into Princeton, how come youâre not in any of my classes?â
âIf you study the AP review books hard enough, you donât need the classes, so I only took the tests.â
âYou only took the tests ?â
âI got a bunch of fives. Look, I donât want to talk about this. I know how it probably sounââ
âWhat about the SAT?â
âWhen I was fifteen, I scored high enough on it that I never had to take it again. We really donât have to discussââ
My tongue tasted like antifreeze. My body was trying to poison me from the inside out.
âWhat about extracurricular activities?â
Sophie looked at me and sighed. I could tell that I was making her feel awkward, but I had no conscious control over my tongue, and the questions kept coming. Itâs rare enough that Princeton accepts one student from a public school. But two âit almost never happens. I could see the letters of my name plummeting off the wait list onto the admission office floor, then being swept away by an Ivy League janitor, who in my mind was wearing tweed.
âFor the past year, Iâve been doing these long-distance mud runs two weekends a month with the guy I was seeing, which I guess the Princeton admission office thought was interesting,â she said. âI actually won a bunch of them. I donât think thereâs anything particularly unique about it. I just like to run. They said maybe I could be on the track team, but Iâm not sure how much of a team kind of person I am. Thatâs why I liked the mud runs. Iâm pretty good at dealing with obstacles one on one.â
Sophie frowned.
âBut I guess the prom and the mud runs wonât be happening anymore,â she said. âI donât want to have to see my ex every time I go to a race. I hadnât even thought about that part of things.â
Abruptly, the engine of my truck began rattling, which jolted me out of my thoughts. I was surprised the vehicle had made it as far as it hadâwe had almost reached our destination and the ride had actually been smooth, like the truck was holding out as long as it could to give me a chance to talk to Sophie. This was the first time my vehicle was transporting a living, breathing girl in its cabin. It must have been as excited as I was at the beginning of the journey, and as disappointed as I was now.
âWhatâs that sound ?â said Sophie.
âJust the engine,â I said. âHold on.â
My truck stalled and rolled onto the shoulder. For as far as I could see in either direction, there were no cars on the road. A tumbleweed smacked into my door, rolled around my front grille, and blew away across the empty landscape.
âIs thisâ¦bad?â said Sophie, staring at me. âBecause it seems bad.â
Her concern was understandable. To someone who didnât understand my truck, I could see how the situation would seem bleakâsmoldering temperatures outside, miles from civilization, dead coyotes all around us, their bones bleaching in the sun.
âThe truck stalls all the time,â I said. âWeâll be back on the road in ten seconds.â
âSo this isnât a