air-conditioning
decided to stay on high, or you could get Sahara-like heat in early June. The weirdest days were when rooms right next to each other might have completely separate climates. You could step from one to the other and go from rain forest to polar ice cap.
We entered Donnaâs office. She wore a rust-colored corduroy pants suit over a white blouse and kept her hair swept back from her face in a ponytail. Sheâd been in the district three years and had alienated nearly every teacher at some point or other. Her basic attitude was that âyou poor teachers havenât the faintest idea how to handle these childrenâonly I, a trained specialist, should be allowed to speak to them and deal with them.â I generally avoided talking to her.
Nearly every social worker weâve had has been a complete gem, brilliant and compassionate, a true miracle worker with troubled children, but according to the rules at Grover Cleveland, the social worker had to take second place to the psychologist.
She tossed the manila folder sheâd been carrying into the center of her desk, then faced me with hands on her hips and eyes blazing.
Her office had only interior walls, so no windows gave hope of a world outside. On the cinderblock walls she had posters of rock groups and hot cars. Maybe these made the kids think she was with it and relevant.
She said, âWhat was the meaning of your attack on Dan Bluefield?â
âI just went through this with Jones.â
She rapped her knuckles on the desk top. âYou may have destroyed that boy for the rest of his life.â
My guilt at what Iâd done fled, and total anger returned. I said, âThat âboyâ is nearly a man, and heâs had far worse happen to him than I just did.â
âHeâs turned his life around. Heâs reformed. Everybody but you seems to have noticed. Whatâs your problem?â
âDan is the one with the problem. I canât believe heâs convinced everyone that heâs now a model citizen.â
âI intend to see if we canât file abuse charges against you.â
I showed her my arm. âYour little angel attacked me right after he beat up one of the teachers. You believed his story without checking it out.â
âI trust him.â
The whole scene seemed unreal. I wanted to find that student teacher, if only to burst their bubble of trust in a teenaged delinquent.
âIâve been in touch with the parents,â she said. âTheyâll be in first thing in the morning. Youâll be lucky if they donât swear out a warrant for your arrest.â
I walked out on her. I had no patience for someone incapable of connecting with reality. I had my own emotions to deal with about what happened, and she wasnât helping.
As I walked through the gloomy corridors, thinking about my meeting with Jones, my fury increased. I didnât think the district could do much of substance, didnât think I had much to worry about. A glance at my watch told me Iâd be late for the game. I needed to make a call to the ballpark in case the game ended before I got there, so that Scott would know Iâd been delayed. The nearest phone was in the office, so I grabbed my briefcase and walked back in that direction.
First I stopped in a washroom. With all the activity I hadnât had time to try and get the blood out of my shirt. I took it off and examined the stain. Probably too dried by now, but Iâd give it a try. I ran cold water from elbow to cuff on the left sleeve. Some of the blood washed out. Of course the sleeve was soaked, and Iâd have to wear the shirt home wet. Not a bright move.
I trudged down the darkened corridors. The last rays of light from the early October sunset streamed through a few opened classroom doors that faced west. It gave the old place an almost golden glow that for the moment hid the peeling plaster, defaced lockers, and