gently in the sentiment
Of a small table by the harborâs edge.
Hearts learn to die well that have died before.
My sun-puffed carcass, its eyes full of sand,
Rolls, spun by breakers on a southern shore.
âThis way is best, before we both get hurt.â
Look how I turn there, featureless, inert.
That weary phrase moves me to stroke her hand
While winds play with the corners of her skirt.
Better to lie, to swear some decent pledge,
To resurrect the buried heart again;
To twirl a glass and smile, as in pain,
At a small table by the waterâs edge.
âYes, this is best, things might have grown much worseâ¦â
And that is all the truth, it could be worse;
All is exhilaration on the eve,
Especially, when the self-seeking heart
So desperate for some mirror to believe
Finds in strange eyes the old original curse.
So cha cha cha, begin the long goodbyes,
Leave the half-tasted sorrows of each pledge,
As the salt wind brings brightness to her eyes,
At a small table by the waterâs edge.
I walk with her into the brightening street;
Stores rattling shut, as brief dusk fills the city.
Only the gulls, hunting the waterâs edge
Wheel like our lives, seeking something worth pity.
A LETTER FROM BROOKLYN
An old lady writes me in a spidery style,
Each character trembling, and I see a veined hand
Pellucid as paper, travelling on a skein
Of such frail thoughts its thread is often broken;
Or else the filament from which a phrase is hung
Dims to my sense, but caught, it shines like steel,
As touch a line, and the whole web will feel.
She describes my father, yet I forget her face
More easily than my fatherâs yearly dying;
Of her I remember small, buttoned boots and the place
She kept in our wooden church on those Sundays
Whenever her strength allowed;
Gray haired, thin voiced, perpetually bowed.
âI am Mable Rawlins,â she writes, âand know both your parentsâ;
He is dead, Miss Rawlins, but God bless your tense:
âYour father was a dutiful, honest,
Faithful and useful person.â
For such plain praise what fame is recompense?
âA horn-painter, he painted delicately on horn,
He used to sit around the table and paint pictures.â
The peace of God needs nothing to adorn
It, no glory nor ambition.
âHe is twenty-eight years buried,â she writes, âhe was called home,
And is, I am sure, doing greater work.â
The strength of one frail hand in a dim room
Somewhere in Brooklyn, patient and assured,
Restores my sacred duty to the Word.
âHome, home,â she can write, with such short time to live,
Alone as she spins the blessings of her years;
Not withered of beauty if she can bring such tears,
Nor withdrawn from the world that breaks its lovers so;
Heaven is to her the place where painters go,
All who bring beauty on frail shell or horn,
There was all made, thence their lux-mundi drawn,
Drawn, drawn, till the thread is resilient steel,
Lost though it seems in darkening periods,
And there they return to do work that is Godâs.
So this old lady writes, and again I believe,
I believe it all, and for no manâs death I grieve.
BRISE MARINE
K with quick laughter, honey skin and hair
and always money. In what beach shade, what year
has she so scented with her gentleness
I cannot watch bright water but think of her
and that fine morning when she sang oâ rare
Benâs lyric of âthe bag oâ the beeâ
and âthe nard in the fireâ
                                        ânard in the fireâ
against the salty music of the sea
the fresh breeze tangling each honey tress
                                        and what year was the