arenât theirs.â
âThey asked the mayor.â
âThey hate our mayor. They hate to ask.â
âHe said okay. They came last year and yesterday.â
âThere is no
time
for this!â the orphan yells. âOne is heading over with her stick! Act normal. Itâs two. Itâs three now! What is the fastest way home?â
Hand in hand, we run around the slide, over the path to where it softens by the water fountain, then off, between two baby cypresses and over the low border. The orphan follows every move I make along the shortcut that I found when Crazy Petersburgski,from the house without its panes and door, zigzagged through traffic and stepped up behind me. From our porch, I saw him pass the opening in our hedge, continue down a block, then blaze a trail through the weedyard of his house, his hands still moving with his shouting at the air. Some days he doesnât.
This time, when the orphan and I lean out from the seventh floor, we see nothing but my key chain swinging from my neck plus, lower down, the roaming little sisters from the arguing apartment.
âWe should spit on them,â the orphan says.
âShould not.â I hold her wild blue eye just long enough. I live here. I have seen the mother of the girls throw sheets of newspaper for them to move their bowels onto, on the street. They do it. I understand from this it is a rule with them that, once youâre out, you canât come in. I donât need trouble with this type.
The orphan pushes a thin shoulder into me, so now her smile is my only view. âWow, scary! Right?â she says. âWe ran hard.â
âCan someone pick you up?â
She grabs a rail of the porch. âI never had my lunch,â she says. âI missed the cafeteria break. Like I could stay after what happened in Leviticus? She didnât give me any choice.â Her voice begins to fade. âI could collapse and faint.â Her neck grows soft. âThereâs a condition that I have,â she says. âI get too hungry, I can die.â
In the kitchen she heads immediately for the stove, kneels, and glues her face to the cold glass. âWhereâs your cake?â
âWe donât keep it there.â
âThen where?â
âNowhere. Itâs the middle of the week and no oneâs birthday.â
I know for a fact all she can see are two bare racks, but you would think the glass looks out on the sparkling sea. It does not. I know this from across the room. I know it just the same once Iâm beside her, tiles against my knees.
âNone?â she says. âNowhere? Nothing?â
âIf we had any it wouldnât be here.â
She keeps staring in. No, she is looking at my image. In the see-through mirror, all of our differences are two: the first our hair, dim gold streaming by a black-brown cloud, and the second our shoulders, mine saddled with my bookbag straps, hers bare. The rest is twinned: pink shirts, pink-collared necks, a face next to another, egg-shaped both, eye-stained, the details blurred but sharper than the room around. The oven rungs show clearest through the areas of dark.
âThen where?â she says.
âWhere it wonât spoil.â
âSo? An oven between bakings is good. Cool, very dry.â
âThere isnât the right level of concern for hygiene in this country. You should keep it in the fridge wrapped up in plastic.â
âSays who?â
âMy mother.â I push away the floor and stand. I canât not say
my mother
in
my home.
Anyway, the orphan isnât bothered. She hops up. Her mood is much stronger than a minute ago. Weâre still facing the oven, but sheâs looking at the tin-handed timer clock.
She bats her lashes. âWhen does she come home?â
âAt the end of her work.â
âAnd makes dinner?â
I cannot carry on with such talk, when I know this: It is one hour and ten