a spectre at the feast, and tongues fell silent. Even
the tiny, humpbacked minister gaped rudely and adjusted his pince-nez. Pigeons clapped
overhead like angels gleeful at such a sight: a pretty girl done up in rags, a
ridiculous creature in her black curtain-cloth and haggy hair, a childâs dress-up
of a witch, hurrying down the stairs and out across the yard toward the dry dirt street.
Though she understood the effect she had produced, the widow stepped lightly, leavened
and rested.
Sins endure, yet we see the place of their atonement.
It was a windless, humid day, the sun rising as the widow walked. As carts
and carriages passed, she was obliged to leave the road and step over to where earth had
been scraped and piled to grade the thoroughfare. Grasses grew on the heaped soil like
hair on a bee-stung dog, and the widow struggled along from clot to tuft. She saw houses
far away by the river and shining between them the sparkle of the water. She saw hen
houses, wooden seats of swings roped to high tree limbs and hanging motionless, flat
stones laid out to form paths and walkways, rail fences, wells and pumps set in stone
rings upon uneven, sprouted lawns.
Presently, she came upon a clutch of little stores. Dry goods, apothecary,
photographer. Each establishment was closed and dark, its front stoop recently swept.
The widow stepped beneath an awning and puffed in the heat. Above her, bats clung like
seed pods to folds in the awning. Andthen, in near silence, a tiny,
opulent carriage glided slowly past, its occupant hidden. The widow lingered in the
shade a while, her eyes closed, a smile on her lips.
When she started on again, she soon found the tiny carriage stopped at the
side of the road with two admirable horses waiting and the door swung open. The carriage
presented a bizarre, relic air â it was a filigreed old thing with brass handles
and cracking paint. And within this sarcophagus sat the bird lady from church, now
wearing a veil.
âWill you come with me,â the raspy voice said. It was not a
question. The old lady extended her gloved hand into the sunlight and gestured for the
widow to get in.
The widow stayed where she was.
âJeffrey,â the voice said. âCompel her to come
here.â
Weight shifted above the carriage and a large man stepped down beside the
horses. He was screwing his cap into his back pocket. The widow stepped away from him,
which caused him to stop and raise his hands in acquiescence.
âMadam,â he said, pointing at the open door, âwill you
come?â
âWhy?â
âOh, why not,â the voice came from within. âWhat else
have you got planned?â
The widow held her shawl out in front of her like a decoy, but finally she
let her arms drop to her sides and licked her dry lips.
âGet in,â came the voice.
âI have to be home soon.â
âLie to me in here where itâs cool, canât
you?â
She could run, but where would she go? And what was the point? She stood
uncertainly, until she saw Jeffreyâs eyestake on a different
expression, one she recognized.
Compel her to come here.
The widow hurried
forward and got in. The door slammed behind her.
And there was the bird lady again, even smaller than she had looked in
church. The little eminence sat on its hard bench and regarded the widow as
Jeffreyâs bulk clambered aboard. Slowly, without a sound, the lacquered box swung
on its oiled springs and jollied out into the road again. The two women sat in silence.
A gentle breeze played about them.
âYou do know,â said the old lady, âthat you appeared to
those pious people back there to be mad?â
The widow looked at the womanâs wasted cheeks and quilted lip. She
nodded her head. Indeed, she knew.
âWhat do you think? Are you mad?â
âNo.â
âGlad to hear it. I canât help a