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together, which made me smile.
    “Remember when I said I wanted you since I saw you last semester?”
    “I remember.”
    “And I also said I had some stuff going on I had to deal with, because I didn’t want to have anything distracting me from you?” I nodded at that. “Well, the thing is, my mom and dad split years ago. My dad lives in California, and I have to say, he and I aren’t close. I never did forgive him for ditching me and my mom for some bimbo and… well, my mother has never been a strong person emotionally.” There was a catch in his voice at that admission, and I squeezed his hand gently and Avery squeezed back just as gently. “She’s spent years in and out of different institutions and things go okay as long as she keeps on the medication, but last semester, after a conversation with my father, she stopped taking the meds and she had some bad times. My aunt does what she can to help, but I’m an only child and usually, I’m the only one my mom listens to, so I had to talk her into going back to the hospital until the drugs were working again and it’s pretty messy.”
    “Avery, I’m so sorry.” And I was, I could see how much it hurt him and I hated that.
    “It’s just the way things are and they can’t be changed, but I want you to know, I have some family history that’s complicated too.”
    “It’s doesn’t bother me.”
    “And the fact that your father is an asshole doesn’t change how I feel about you.” His eyes locked on mine and held, and I nodded, not trusting myself to speak. “Listen, I know it sounds cliché and hokey, but I’ve never felt drawn to anyone the way I feel drawn to you, Decker, and that means something special. You’re special. I need you to know that. Believe it, baby. I won’t lie and say I haven’t had sex a few times, but that was just sex and I don’t want something cold and meaningless with you.”
    “I believe you. I do. And I… I’m not experienced. At all.” My face burned. “I don’t want to be a disappointment.”
    “You could never disappoint me,” Avery whispered. “But if this is moving too fast, we can slow down. Okay? I won’t be upset with you.”
    “It means a lot to me, that you’re willing to wait, but I want this.”
    “Decker….”
    “I know it’s sudden and maybe it’s crazy, but I just know that this is right and I want to be with you.”
    “I won’t hurt you. Ever. I’ll take my time and I swear, I’ll make this good for you.” He leaned down to capture my mouth in a heated kiss, and I instantly responded, placing a hand on the back of his neck to pull him closer. “Gonna show you what you mean to me.” I shivered at the promise as Avery again turned his attention to my neck; he nipped and licked and bit into the skin at my collarbone, which sent electric-like jolts directly to my dick, and I cried out, because it felt incredible. His body pressed down against mine, effectively holding me captive. I was happily engulfed by blazing skin and hard muscles, and I repeatedly arched against Avery, rubbing our cocks together as best I could with layers of denim between us. I whimpered helplessly. I hadn’t known it was possible to want so much, to feel completely driven by need. It was wonderful and it was heady and I never wanted it to end; I wanted everything Avery could give me, and I dug my fingers deep into his back, using my aching body to beg for more. And more . I couldn’t fathom a rational thought, I couldn’t conjure words, all I could do was make gluttonous little noises as Avery began kissing and biting a sensual path down the length of my chest. He wrapped his lips around first one nipple and then the other, sucking hard at the aching nubs before tugging with his teeth and when he did, I bucked up off the bed. Avery laughed gently against my skin, and I loved the vibrations that created. I shivered once more. I was trembling inside; I was in utter bliss. Avery’s mouth played my body like an