bread or anything else to fill up your empty.
I went down to the room at the end of the hall and took a bath after the folks there who had regular jobs headed off to do âem. Didnât have to hustle so much that way. Other people werenât pounding on the door and yelling for me to hurry up in the name of the Lord.
I was slicking down my hair and combing a part into it at the mirror on the chest of drawers in my room when I heard a commotion in the front entryway. I knew what that had to be, and it was. The rest of the Enid Eagles had made it to Ponca City.
They all whooped when I came out to say hello. Ace McGinty mustâve been running his mouth but good. âHope youâre not too tuckered out to play today!â he called to me.
âAh, stick it,â I told him.
Which was the wrong thing to say, of course. âI thought thatâs what you were doing,â Mudfoot Williams said. He was our third baseman. His name was Zebulon, but heâd been Mudfoot since he was a kid. He hated shoes moreân anything, and went barefoot whenever he could.
Him and Lightning Bug Kelly (who always had a smoke going, even when he was catching) and Don Patterson, our top pitcher, threw their bags into the room with me. The other guys got their rooms. Nobody stayed in âem long, though. We put on our baseball togs, grabbed our gloves and shillelaghs, and headed on over to Conoco Ball Park.
Itâs on the southwest edge of town, over by US 60. The diamond in Blaine Park is better kept up, but all of the Greasemen except a couple of ringers work in the oilfields, so they play on the company field. We got there a couple of hours before game time, but a few people were already in the stands. Not one whole hell of a lot to do in Ponca City. Well, Enidâs the same way.
Rod Graver played short for us, and managed, too. He was about thirty then, not slick, but steady, which you need if youâre gonna ride herd on a bunch of ballplayers. Heâd got up to B ball in the pros. He mightâve gone further, but his brother hurt himself and he had to come back and take over the farm work.
Him and me, we threw a ball back and forth to loosen up. After a few minutes, he came over and asked, âYou do what you needed to yesterday?â He talked low, but he knew I hadnât come to Ponca City early so I could dip my wick. That meant he talked to Big Stu. It meant Big Stu talked to him, too.
Iâve always made a lousy liar. I shrugged back at him. âYou tend to your business and Iâll tend to mine,â I answered, not sharpâI didnât want to quarrel before the gameâbut giving away as little as I could.
He got a double furrow, up and down, above his nose. His eyebrows pulled down and together. âBig Stu wonât fancy that,â he said, his voice as flat as you wish infield dirt would be.
âBig Stuâll just have to lump it,â I said. âIâll pay back the down paymentâhe doesnât need to fret over that.â I hoped Iâd get ten bucks from my share of the gate today. If I didnât, well, Iâd come up with the rest some way or the other.
Not that thatâd do me much good, not with Big Stu. I didnât do what he told me to, so I was dirt to him from then on out. Not dirtâmanure. I knew it. So did Rod. He clicked his tongue between his teeth. âJackââ he started, and stopped right there.
âItâs done. I mean, itâs not done. The hell with it. The hell with everything,â I said. âLetâs play ball.â
He turned away. Letâs play ball would do for that day, and maybe for the next one. It sure wouldnât do once I got back to Enid. Like the Mitch Carstairs who hadnât been there, Iâd be an accident waiting to happen, and I wouldnât wait long. I hoped the Mich Carstairs who had been there was somewhere a long ways away by then. I wondered what I