than facing a wild fireballer with the bases loaded and the team down two in the late innings.
The door opened, it seemed like in slow motion. Yeah, I was that tensed up. Only I couldnât haul off and coldcock the first thing I saw on the other side. If something had got fouled up some kind of way, if it wasnât Charlie Carstairsâs brother, Iâd feel bad about whaling the snot out of the wrong guy. Big Stu probably wouldnât pay me the ninety he still owed me, either. Odds were heâd take the first ten out of my hide.
Then the door got all the way open. I started to ask, You Mitch Carstairs? As soon as the guy in the room went Yeah or Uh-huh or Who wants to know? , Iâd let him have it.
Only I couldnât. Even the question clogged in my throat. Because it wasnât a guy in the room. It was a girl.
She was somewhere near my age. Dark blond hair in a permanent wave, green eyes, pert nose. Prettier than the secretary-type gal back at my roominghouse. Not actress pretty, I guess, but not far from it. âYes?â she said to me, her voice deep for a girlâs.
God damn Big Stu to hell and gone! He didnât say anything about a girl. She complicated everythingâin spades, she did. But I needed that money the way I needed air to breathe. So instead of what Iâd meant to ask, I came out with, âWhereâs Mitch Carstairs?â
Those green eyes got a little wider. âIâm Mich Carstairs. I donât think I know you.â
I felt like sheâd sucker-punched me, not the other way around. And I realized I hadnât even known what I was doing yet when I swore at Big Stu in my head before. Heâd had a magic done, looking for Charlie Carstairsâs kid brother, and the wizard said Michelle and he heard Mitchell . Or maybe the wizard screwed it up. I didnât know, and I still donât.
But I did know that, no matter how bad I needed those ninety clams, I didnât need âem bad enough to beat up a dame to get âem. Iâm no vampireâI have to be able to look at myself in the mirror. I couldnât do what Big Stu wanted done, not if my life depended on it. That I might be laying my life on the line by not doing it ⦠I didnât think about that, not then. Fool that I was.
Real fast, I said, âNo, Miss, you donât know me. But youâre Charlie Carstairsâs sister, arenât you? Charlie Carstairs over in Enid?â
âThatâs right.â She gave kind of an automatic nod. âHas something happened toâ?â She broke off.
âHeâs fineânow. So are youânow. If you stick around Ponca City for even another day, though, you wonât be.â Once Big Stu found out Iâd messed up, heâd send some guys who didnât worry about what they hit as long as they got paid. Still fast, I went on, âGet out of town. Get out of state. Go to California.â Yes, I had Pa in my head. âJust go, quick as you can. Git!â I mightâve been shooing a stray dog.
Her eyes got wide again, wider this time. âI canât do that!â
âSister, you canât do anything else, not if you want to stay in one piece. I know what Iâm talking about.â I pulled out my right hand with the knuckleduster still on it. If Iâd tried to take the damn thing off, it wouldâve looked like I was playing pocket pool. She saw what it was, of course, but she didnât raise any fuss. She mustâve seen I wasnât about to use it. After I stuck it back in my pocket, I said, âYeah, I know, all right. Some pieces of work, you just canât do.â
âThank you,â she said quietly. Her mouth twisted. You want to know how pretty she was? She was still pretty when it did, thatâs how pretty. For all I know, she mightâve got even prettier. When her face cleared, she nodded once more, this time to herself and not to me. âAll