what you are for a reason.â
âEasy to say when you can put your ancestry back to some bright, shining light, and mine goes back to a demon who raped some poor sixteen-year-old girl.â
âThinking thatâs only letting him score points off you. Try again,â Fox insisted, and this time grabbed her hand before she could evade him.
âI donâtâstop pushing it at me,â she snapped. Her free hand pressed against her temple.
It was a jolt, he knew, to have something pop in there when you werenât prepared. But it couldnât be helped. âWhat am I thinking?â
âI donât know. I just see a bunch of letters in my head.â
âExactly.â Approval spread in his smile, and reached his eyes. âBecause I was thinking of a bunch of letters. You canât go back.â He spoke gently now. âAnd you wouldnât if you could. You wouldnât just pack up, go back to New York, and beg your boss at the boutique to give you your job back.â
Layla snatched her hand away as color flooded her cheeks. âI donât want you prying into my thoughts and feelings.â
âNo, youâre right. And I donât make a habit of it. But, Layla, if you canât or wonât trust me with whatâs barely under the surface, you and I are going to be next to useless. Cal and Quinn, they flash back to things that happened before, and Gage and Cybil get images, or even just possibilities of whatâs coming next. Weâre the now, you and me. And the now is pretty damn important. You said weâre stalled. Okay then, letâs get moving.â
âItâs easier for you, easier for you to accept because youâve had this thing . . .â She waved a finger beside her temple. âYouâve had this for twenty years.â
âHavenât you?â he countered. âItâs more likely youâve had it since you were born.â
âBecause of the demon hanging on my family tree?â
âThatâs right. Thatâs an established fact. What you do about itâs up to you. You used what you have a couple of weeks ago when we were on our way to the Pagan Stone. You made that choice. I told you once before, Layla, youâve got to commit.â
âI have. I lost my job over this. Iâve sublet my apartment because Iâm not going back to New York until this is over. Iâm working here to pay the rent, and spending most of the time Iâm not working here working with Cybil and Quinn on background, research, theories, solutions.â
âAnd youâre frustrated because you havenât found the solution. Commitmentâs more than putting the time in. And I donât have to be a mind reader to know hearing that pisses you off.â
âI was in that clearing, too, Fox. I faced that thing, too.â
âThatâs right. Why is that easier for you than facing what youâve got inside you? Itâs a tool, Layla. If you let tools get dull or rusty, they donât work. If you donât pick them up and use them, you forget how.â
âAnd if that toolâs sharp and shiny and you donât know what the hell to do with it, you can do a lot of damage.â
âIâll help you.â He held out his hand.
She hesitated. When the phone in the outer office began to ring, she stepped back.
âLet it go,â he told her. âTheyâll call back.â
But she shook her head and hurried out. âDonât forget to call Shelley.â
That went well, he thought in disgust. Opening his briefcase, he pulled out the file on the personal injury case heâd just won. Win some, lose some, Fox decided.
As he figured it was the way she wanted it, he stayed out of her way for the rest of the afternoon. It was simple enough to instruct her through interoffice e-mail to generate the standard power-of-attorney document with the specific names his client