Avenue. Sometimes, the two men would talk for hours, lighting cigarettes and letting the car fill up with smoke and the smell of sulphur from the matches.
Sometimes they spoke in hushed voices, as though he, the boy in the back of the car, might listen to what they were saying and repeat it elsewhere. He tried to follow the conversation. Agreed, agreed, his father said, agreed. He repeated the word to himself until it lost all its meaning and became just a sound. They were silent in the front of the car. Now, he thought, if he concentrated enough, the priest would start up the engine. But once more nothing happened. Why did he not start it? What were the two men thinking about? They drew on their cigarettes without saying a word; they bothseemed to be thinking about something. He listened as they began to speak. They were talking about a woman, but he could make no sense of their conversation.
âIs Father Rossiter Fianna Fail?â he asked when they came home.
âPriests canât join parties,â his father said.
Soon afterwards, there were often long silences in the car; Father Rossiter would drive them to the door and the two men would sit there discussing something for a while before falling into a long silence. His father began to go down town in the evenings to meetings and Mrs. Doyle came over from Pearse Road to mind him. âHow lucky you are,â she told him, âjust to be here on your own. Think of all the houses which have ten or twelve in the family without enough clothes to wear, or even enough food. Youâre lucky too that youâre living in this nice house and your fatherâs a teacher, because otherwise in a few years,â she said, âyouâd have to go to England to get a job.â
She left the fire set for them every evening, or if it was very cold she would light it and leave the fireguard up against the hearth so that when they came in from school the back room would be warm. Eamon had to take charge of it, because his father sat at the table absorbed in what he was reading or writing. His father never noticed anything, even a spark on the rug which could, Mrs. Doyle said, burn the whole place down. His father would let the fire go out. He would stand up and look at the embers and the ash and then point to the rug, laughing to himself. â Rugadh é in Eireann ,â he would say, as he knelt down to try to get the fire going once more.
He remembered the Woodbines in Mrs. Doyleâs hand and the smoke in her voice, just as he remembered the long silences in the car, and the radio coming slowly alive with sound, and news of the war and Mrs. Doyle one evening telling him that his father was going to buy the Castle.
He waited until they were walking home from school together.
âAre we going to sell the house,â he asked, âbecause I donât want to live anywhere else.â
âWeâre not going to sell anything,â his father said.
âThe Castle is too big for us. Is there electricity in the Castle?â
âWhat has you going on about the Castle?â
âMrs. Doyle says that youâre after buying it. Itâs too dark and old. No one goes near it.â
âBut itâs for a museum, itâs not to live in,â his father said.
Soon, as he lay curled up on the back seat of Father Rossiterâs car, he heard them talking about a museum. But the two men mumbled too much for him to catch any more of what they were saying. He asked them, but they continued talking and he had to ask again.
âItâs for old things, historical things, like old books, old letters,â his father said. âPeople can come and look at them on display.â
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Mr. McCurtin next door showed him a map of the world. Mrs. McCurtin said that he should be in his bed, but he waited up to hear the news on the wireless and he studied each country in Europe and down into Africa to see which was in German