and meat for at least another thirteen days, she retreated into her shell.
âItâs okay if you eat, Bhauju,â Sarita said. âI couldnât eat in good conscience.â
âBut I was married into this family, so itâs my family, Sarita. Itâs acceptable if you eat because you were married outside the family. Just donât eat any meat.â
âShe isâwasâmy mother. You canât possibly expect me to eat.â
âBut youâre hungry. Maybe you could start the fasting and sacrificing tomorrow.â
âYes, why donât you, Bhauju? Tonight we eat, and tomorrow we start.â
But when the driver finally pulled up to a brightly lit restaurant in a town that bustled with night buses and diners, both announced they wouldnât be able to forgive themselves if they ate. Kaali, Erin, Sunny, and the driver walked to the restaurant while Sarita and Parvati shopped for fruit and milk. They couldnât get milk thick enough for their taste anywhere this late, so they made do with tea and bananas. By the time the others had returned, Parvati and her sister-in-law had finished a dozen bananas between them. Parvati discarded her plan of surprising Kaali with a banana early in the morning as she snapped the last fruit in half.
âSix bananas eachâwe must have been hungry,â Parvati said, hoping Sarita couldnât sleep either.
âWhat did you eat, Dinesh?â Sarita asked the driver.
âThe food was good,â Dinesh said, with an appreciative burp. âThey had chicken and fish and mutton.â
âDid you eat like a pig, Kaali?â Parvati asked.
âYes, she ate quite a bit,â the driver, unexpectedly talkative, answered. âBut Madam ate the most. Iâve never seen a woman eat that way. I never knew a kuiree could eat so much Nepali food. Will the spices not destroy her stomach?â
Do you get to eat meat here? he had asked. How often do you eat meat? At my mistressâs place, they seldom ate meat. When they did, they usually left a smidgen of gravy and a small piece of chicken for me. I would put my plate to my face and lick it clean. Your new life will be different. Youâll get to eat as much as you want, but we donât want you to be too fat. Have you seen a fat actress?
âSheâs used to it. She loves Nepali food.â
âOh, she eats everything you cook?â Parvati asked, surprised.
âYes, everything. Earlier she had a problem with the bones, but now sheâs used to them. Sheâs too old to cook. Otherwise, I am sure sheâd make an excellent Nepali cook.â
âMaybe you could teach her. Iâve heard you make delicious chicken, Sarita.â
âI am learning other recipes. I am taking a home science class at PK. We get to experiment a lot.â
âSo, youâre actually going to college to do a course you could study at home?â Parvati asked.
âNo, this is just one of the classes. Iâve many others. I like this one best. Maybe I could do a bachelorâs in home science, then a masterâs.â
âWhoâs heard of a mother of a teenage son with such ambitions? I think youâre throwing a lot of time and money down the drain.â
âNo, I am not. As Aamaa says, this is an investment. Education is always an investment.â
âNow youâre talking like Kaali. Sheâs been asking to be sent to school for some time now.â
âWhy donât you? She doesnât do a lot during the day.â
âWhat will she do with an education and that face? It will all be a wasted effort.â
âShe wouldnât bother you during the day,â Sarita countered.
âI want her home during the day.â
âShe keeps you company, doesnât she? I always knew you were very attached to her.â
âWho gets attached to a servant, Sarita? But, yes, she keeps me company. If I had a sonâor even a