oneâs trouble, mark my words. Manhattan born and raised, slinking into all the clubs with batted eyelashes and a fake driverâs license.â
Not one to call the kettle black, I approached the boy with a cup of coffee. His eyes were bloodshot from a combination of tears and booze. The tears I could verify; the booze was an educated guess. He was wearing artfully ripped jeans with a plaid button-up and leather boots. From far away, he might have looked like a thrift store addict, but up close, he reeked of designer threads even more than clove cigarettes. Eithera kleptomaniac or someoneâs beloved son. I glanced at Ellis before I began speaking.
âMs. Burstyn asked meââ
Ellis put up his hand to stop me. He got up from his seat and gestured for me to take his place. His graciousness came from frustration, but I take what I can get.
âGood luck. Kathleen, this is Martin. Martin, Kathleen.â
Ellis approached the nurse at the front desk, rubbing the space between his eyebrows. I held the Styrofoam cup out to Martin, but he didnât take it and turned his attention to what was left of his pinky nail, ripping at his cuticles. His index finger was bleeding around the edges, and it was unclear how the others had survived their assaults.
âIâm so sorry,â I started. âYou and Bobbie were together awhile?â
Martin shrugged, and I sat back in my chair, estimating how long I had before his parents arrived, lawyering up their son if required. Long enough to give the kid a minute to collect himself , I decided.
How many Pink Parrot employees had been present? Mamma Burstyn could give me the exact number, but I was thinking around eight. Six performers on and off the float, plus the man driving and Big Mamma herself. Which performer had left after hearing that his coworkers had died, I wondered, watching the others give their statements to various police officers.
âWhereâd you meet?â I tried again, receiving another shrug in response.
âAh, I see. A romantic. Doesnât want to blab his story. I can appreciate that.â Martin sighed, and I considered any response a small victory. âNot the ending I would have wished for you.â
That elicited another sigh, and the boy sat up straighter, tucking his hands underneath his pants. The thing about being nondescript is that people donât tend to be suspicious of you; you donât remind them of anyone else, not a cranky aunt or aloathed hall monitor. They might as well be talking to a ghost, and a ghost can keep a secret, let me tell you.
âI wasnât in love with him,â Martin said so fast that I couldnât be sure that he had said âwasnâtâ as opposed to âwas.â I didnât interrupt to verify. âI mean, Iâm seventeen. We werenât getting married or anything.â
He dropped into another silence, sliding a hand out from under himself and eyeing the nails again. I resisted the urge to grab the offending digits and let him self-mutilate instead.
âBut he was fun, you know? And fucking cute.â
The boyâs voice broke on âcute,â and I found myself having difficulty breathing again. For a moment, I forgot to ask anything at all.
âIâm here with Dolly,â I said.
âI know. I saw you two together. After.â
I was afraid to push my luck, but needed to. âDid you see anything else, Martin?â
âSome asshole shoved the juggler. I wish I could kill him,â he said, and I had a sinking feeling Martinâwith or without knowing it himselfâwas playing two truths and a lie with me. One, he wasnât in love with Bobbie. Two, the juggler wasnât to blame. Three, revenge wasnât unthinkable. Problem was, I had no clue which statement to trust. I wrote down my number and told him that he could call me if he needed anything. âOr remember anything,â I hinted. I would be