hi,â says the African American nurse. âYeah, you look like him.â
Jonathanâs heard for years that he resembles his father, and he always took it as a compliment. His mother had never made any secret that looks were the reason she had married William Caine. Sometimes sheâd say it as the worst type of insult, as in, Do you think I would have married him if Iâd known what he was really like? But what did I know? I was twenty-two and he was the best-looking man Iâd ever laid eyes on. Those looks included chiseled cheekbones, a long, straight nose, a strong, dimpled chin, and piercing blue eyes, all of which Jonathan inherited.
âSo howâs he doing?â Jonathan asks again.
The nurse shrugs. âThe same. He was awake earlier today. Talking a little bit.â
âDo you think heâs asleep for the night, or could he wake up?â
âNo way of knowing.â
Jonathan checks his watch. Itâs five oâclock, and the reunion starts at eight. He needs no more than an hourâs lead time to get ready, which means he might as well spend the next two hours watching television beside his father, rather than doing so by himself in his fatherâs house.
He goes back into his fatherâs hospital room and settles into the red vinyl recliner under the window. Finding the remote on the night table, Jonathan clicks on the wall-mounted television and surfs the channels until arriving at the MichiganâOhio State football game, and decides thatâs as good as anything else to pass the time.
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Jonathanâs mother died nine months ago. Cancer. Diagnosed in June and dead by March. She had been complaining about something being wrong with her husbandâs mind for at least two years before she got sick, although truth be told, she had been complaining about her husbandâs mental state for as long as Jonathan could remember.
The last time Jonathan saw his father was at his motherâs funeral. During the drive home, he finally saw what his mother had been talking about.
âJohnny,â his father said.
Jonathan let slide his fatherâs use of his childhood nickname, which he hadnât answered to since high school. Like everyone else, his father had long referred to him as Jonathan, so the reversion to Johnny was just another sign of his old manâs decline.
âI have something I need to ask you.â
âSure,â Jonathan said.
âI donât know if youâll know the answer, but I know youâre very smart, so I thought Iâd ask.â
âOkay.â
âDid you hear that person who talked at the funeral and kept saying how your mother was an angel?â
That person was her brother, Alan. Jonathanâs father had known him for more than fifty years.
âYeah. Uncle Alan. Right.â
âWell, is it true?â
âIs what true, Dad?â
âIs your mother an angel?â
Of all the descriptions of Linda Caine, angelic was not one that Jonathan would apply. Beautiful. Overbearing. Ill-tempered. Those fit. Angelic, less so.
âShe loved you very much,â Jonathan said.
His father violently shook his head. âNo. Iâm not asking about me . Iâm asking about her . Is she an angel? Is she?!â
Jonathan found his fatherâs anger even more disconcerting than the absurdity of the question. For all of William Caineâs faults, losing his temper wasnât one of them. Jonathan could scarcely recall the man being forceful about anything in his life, yet now he was demanding to know whether his dead wife was an angel with the urgency that suggested innocent lives were hanging in the balance.
âDo you mean like in heaven?â Jonathan asked. âWith wings and a halo?â
âYes,â his father said with utmost seriousness.
Jonathan sighed deeply. He truly didnât know what type of response was appropriate in such a situation, but