The Fighter Pilot's Baby: A BWWM Military Pregnancy Romance Read Online Free

considerably sore but the baby is just so stinking cute. I could
have held him all night.” Bianca mused, her mind conjuring up
images of holding and cuddling her own baby.
    Alex chuckled, “Well
I’m glad everything is well. We had quite a scare earlier.”
    They fell into step
with one another, heading towards the exit. Alex was so close she
could smell his scent; soap, leather and male. It made her want to
lean into him, but she resisted, remembering her earlier folly.
Bianca hoped he didn’t think she was easy.
    Once in the parking
lot, Bianca directed Alex to where she parked her old Nissan Maxima
and they walked in silence. She couldn’t stop thinking about
what had happened and while she regretted the where and how soon, she
didn’t regret what had happened. She hoped Alex felt the same.
    “This is me,”
Bianca pointed out, stopping by her driver’s side door.
    Alex moved with her,
pausing in front of her, close enough that if she reached out she
could touch him. Her breathing quickened, memories of the way he felt
under her hands, his warm hard body coming to life as she caressed
him, made Bianca’s sex throb with need.
    She knew she should
say something to break the awkward silence. Before she could come up
with something Alex spoke, “I would like to see you again.
Maybe have that date we talked about at the airfield.” He
wondered, leaning in even closer to her.
    Bianca thought he
was going to kiss her and her heart began to pound in her chest, but
all he did was place a chaste peck to her forehead. Moderately
disappointed, Bianca smiled at him and without thinking, placed her
hand on his forearm. A shiver of excitement coursed through her as
their skin connected and Bianca looked up and met his eyes. He had
felt it too. The sexual tension was so thick surrounding them it was
like a living thing. Despite the cool, late summer air, Bianca’s
skin felt like it was on fire.
    “I, uh…”
Her voice trailed off. She didn’t know what to say. She liked
him and she wanted to see him again but this was all too intense. She
wasn’t sure if getting caught up in a relationship, or whatever
it was, this quickly with this much passion was such a good idea.
Alex looked at her expectantly so she finished.
    “ I’m
sorry, Alex,” His face fell. “I like you and I really
enjoyed the time we spent together but this is all moving so fast.
Can we talk again in a few days after we’ve had some space from
one another to think? I’d hate to get caught up too quickly and
ruin a good thing.”
    Alex
was looking at her with confusion. Maybe she made a mistake. No, this
was what she needed to do. Bianca had a history of jumping into
relationships too quickly and ultimately being hurt because she
thought there was more to it than there really was. She needed the
time to make sure she wasn’t making another mistake. Wanting to
get married and have children was always on her mind, especially
since she just turned thirty, and making sure she wasn’t
getting caught up in passion, but was with someone who would last,
was important to her.
    “ Ok,
I can respect that,” Alex finally mumbled, and with a nod of
goodbye he turned and walked away from her.
    Bianca
hoped she was making the right decision.
    *****
    Alex walked to his
car, bewilderment marring his face. Bianca was right about them
moving quickly, he had only met her earlier in the day and he already
was picturing a future with her. But what was wrong with that if what
they had worked? Alex dated a lot of women and never felt after three
months what he felt for Bianca in one day. That had to mean
something. Shaking his head, he unlocked the door to his SUV and
climbed in, turning over the engine.
    The whole way home
he pondered her request. He’d give her a few days but he missed
her already and it had only been twenty minutes. How was he going to
make it for three days? Alex knew he was foolish to fall hard for a
woman he barely knew but there was something about