was around my age, but she always acted like an older sister. She must have thought I needed one, despite the obvious fact of Miranda.
âThe king is ready,â I said.
âWell, Iâm not,â she said. She chopped with ferocity. Astrid joined our family on the heels of my motherâs death. We always had cooks and housekeepers, but compared with Astrid they had all the emotional depth of a kitchen appliance. Astrid floated up our walk one winter, swinging her hips like a Brazilian Mary Poppins, and I donât know what I would have done without her.
I picked a mushroom from the cutting board, slipping my fingers around her moving knife.
âI cut your fingers off,â she warned.
âNot on purpose, I hope.â I popped the mushroom into my mouth. âNeed help?â
âYou take the coffee out.â She nodded toward the Limoges coffee service.
âAstrid?â
âYes?â
âDo you know whatâs going on here today? What this brunch is all about?â She looked at me. She knew. âTell me,â I said.
âOuch,â she said. I looked at her hand. She had sliced into her finger. The cut was bleeding into the mushrooms. âDamn,â she said. âToss those, will you, Jane? The ones with the blood.â She went over to the sink to run some cold water over her hand, then wrapped her finger in a paper towel.
âAre you all right?â I asked.
âTake the coffee out,â she said.
âAstrid?â
âPlease, Jane, take the coffee out.â
I lifted the heavy coffee urn, balancing it with one hand on its base, and carried it into the dining room, where the entire party was now seated.
âAbout time,â Teddy said. âWhere on earth is Astrid?â
âShe cut her finger.â
âThat was clumsy of her.â
My father liked to think that one personâAstridâcould handle every chore in our house. It was as if he never noticed me picking up after him, folding his clothes, putting Mirandaâs shoes away, throwing in a load of laundry, dusting a room. The illusion of âhelpâ was especially important to him when we had company. We were a family with a full-time servant, and for Teddy, the show was more important than the service itself.
âSheâs finishing the frittata,â I added. This was his favorite of all Astridâs dishes and I knew that this would appease him.
âI do love Astridâs frittatas,â he said.
I poured coffee for Dolores. Although she hadnât been invited, she was still a guest. Priscilla, who sat across from her, was a guest also, and older, so proper etiquette would indicate that she should be served first, but Priscilla was as good as family.
Whatever was going to happen that morning, I wanted them to get it over with. Maybe Teddy was sick. Whatever it was, I wanted to know. If something had happened to my sister Winnie or to one of her boys, someone would have told me before this. There would be no need for Littleton, no buildup.
Astrid came in with the frittata. She had a bandage on her finger. I followed her back into the kitchen to help her with the biscuits, bacon, and fruit.
âYouâre not going to tell me anything, are you?â I asked.
She gave me a bowl of berries.
âNot my place,â she said. Astrid, who came to us speaking very little English, was now fluent, but she still retained a mild accent. She shouldered me gently to let me know I should head back into the dining room.
âThat never stopped you before,â I said.
âWell, itâs stopping me now.â
Between us, we put everything on the table. Astrid didnât stay to serve. That was my job. Or, if Miranda was so inclined, she could play lady of the house.
When I sat down, Dolores was talking.
âI was in Starbucks,â she said, âin West Hollywood.â She talked as if we should all have a clear picture of the West Hollywood