In the den, Carmineâs eyes were already glazing over from the pot he had smoked before arriving at Nicholasâs house. He was a large, lunkheaded boy with an exceedingly good nature. From the moment Nicholas had met him, heâd reminded him of Lennie from Of Mice and Men .
âHey, Lefty, you gonna wrestle over there?â he asked Nicholas, prodding him in the side with his elbow.
âI donât know,â Nicholas said. âPaavo said his school doesnât have a team, but that he thinks there are club teams around the city I could join. Though I gotta say it doesnât seem worth it.â
âI bet your coach would be happy if you kept it up,â Toby pointed out. He grabbed a handful of potato chips and fed them to himself one at a time somewhat daintily, rubbing his hands together to shed the excess grease. âThough in a country of a million and a half people, the odds of finding another left-handed wrestler in your weight class are pretty slim.â
âForget wrestling; I bet the girls are smoking,â Chen said.
âWhat about the sister?â Carmine asked. âDidnât you say sheâs a model or something?â He tried to sit up slightly but his heavy shoulders pulled him back into the sofa.
âThatâs what Paavo said. But that doesnât mean sheâs hot,â Nicholas pointed out.
âLefty, please,â Toby said, grabbing another handful of chips. âOf course sheâs hot. Estonia has more models per capita than any other country.â
âWhy and how do you know that?â Nicholas asked.
âCommon knowledge,â Toby shrugged. âAnd Maxim .â
âYeah, but Estonia has like, a million people,â Nicholas said.
âExactly. And with that statistic, it means that a higher percentage of them are hot. The odds are in your favor.â
âYeah, go give up your V card, tiger.â Carmine growled, and the boys joined in, ribbing and poking him.
âHow do you know I still have it, jackass?â Nicholas shot back. He still did, of course. Though heâd dated a modest number of girls, he hadnât gotten anywhere near losing his virginity. He had to admit, the prospect of starting new in a place without a shared history was exciting. Heâd be the new kid, an exotic American. He could use that to his advantage.
Nicholas looked around at his friends and felt a pang of sympathy that they would be left behind in the drudgery of the eleventh grade at the Manhattan School of Science while he went forth into the world to learn new things and gain invaluable experiences. Who knew if they would ever be the same together againâshrewd, calculating Chen; sharp but lazy Carmine; and affable, overachieving, ever-loyal Toby. Even saying goodbye to them had been a strange departure from their straight-faced, unemotional relationships. Nicholas felt tears pricking at the corners of his eyes and turned his head away to take a long swig of soda, but the bubbles released up his nose and pressed upon his tear ducts even harder. Chen had even hugged him properly instead of issuing the closed-fist punch trademarked by adolescent boys who refused to show any form of emotion.
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But Nicholas had to be strong. He couldnât walk into this new experience weak-kneed and watery-eyed. He stepped into the car, welcoming the time and the space during the ten-hour flight to Tallinn to gather his thoughts and expectations, but he realized he wasnât alone.
Barbara Rothenberg was pressed compactly behind the driverâs seat, her stilt-like legs crossed at the knee. Her perfectly coiffed static helmet of silver hair curled just beneath her chin and neckline, defining her as one of those women people called âhandsome,â especially with her judicious use of pantsuits. She reached over to Nicholas and pressed his biceps with her hand, as if assessing him for a fight. It was a strange greeting: a cross