mind was on the trail, she liked hearing about her own fearlessness, her own resourcefulness.
McKenna had no doubts at all; she would be just fine on the trail.
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The next morning, McKenna stood in the driveway with her parents and Lucy, waiting for Courtney and Brendan. Originally, Brendan was going to drive the girls up to Maine and drop them off at Baxter State Park, so they had to make it look like that was still the plan.
âYou sure you have everything?â McKennaâs dad asked. âDid you use your checklist when you packed?â
McKenna nodded, not meeting his eye. All she had to do was get in the car and drive away, and sheâd have made it. Sheâd be free.
âListen,â her mom said. âI was thinking you could text us every morning. Just to let us know youâre all right. You know, just, âGood morning, Iâm alive.â Something like that. Before nine?â
âMom,â McKenna said, âIâm only bringing the phone in case of emergency. I donât want to be texting every day, or looking to see what time it is. And please remember not to call me, because I wonât answer, and I wonât check voice mail. I want this experience to be authentic.â
âI can appreciate that,â her dad said, in the hyper-reasonable tone that usually preceded a contradiction. âBut you need to appreciate, your mother will be worried.â Her mom shot him a look that demanded solidarity, and he added, âI will be, too.How about twice a week? Letâs say Wednesday and Friday youâll send us a text by ten a.m.â
âI really donât want to be looking at the time. Didnât you always say that was one of the best parts of your hike, never knowing what time it was?â McKenna argued.
âBefore dark, then,â her mom conceded. âText us Wednesday and Friday before dark, telling us where you are. Thatâs just safety, right, to let someone know where you are?â
She sounded so pleading, McKenna felt guilty. âFine,â she said.
And then,
finally
, there it was, Brendanâs momâs minivan, rounding the corner. McKenna stood on her toes and waved furiously, as if they might drive past if she didnât flag them down.
Her dad picked up her pack. âSheesh,â he said, hoisting it onto his shoulder. âAre you going to be able to carry this thing?â
âDad,â McKenna said, reaching for the pack. The last thing she needed was for him to see the back of the van empty where Courtneyâs camping gear should be. âI can do it.â
âNo, no,â he insisted. He headed to the back door of the van and opened it while McKenna battled a heart attack. But there lay Courtneyâs backpack, bulging almost as much as McKennaâs. Any anger McKenna felt toward Courtney evaporated in a moment of pure love.
âYou ready?â her mom asked Courtney.
âIâm ready,â Courtney said. Her voice sounded high and nervous.
McKenna hugged her dad, and Lucy. Her mom hugged her a little too long, and whispered in her ear, âBe safe out there. Be careful.â
âI will, Mom,â McKenna said, and kissed her cheek.
Then she climbed into the backseat and didnât turn around to see her mom and dad standing in the driveway, waving good-bye.
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McKenna would have been surprised to know just how long her parents stood there after the minivan pulled away.
âI canât believe it,â McKennaâs mom said when the van was completely out of sight. âI canât believe weâre letting her do this.â
âDonât worry,â her dad said. âTheyâll be back in a week.â
Her mom nodded, still waving, clinging to the sight of McKenna until the van rounded the corner.
âI hope youâre right,â she said, hugging herself and rubbing her arms as if she were cold,