song, maybe a song you used to sing in the shower. Yes, I know you always sang in the shower. How about it?â
Oddly, even though the comprehension didnât remain long in her brain, the viciousness of the words, the utter cruelty of them, hung on. She managed to rise, lean forward, and spit in his face.
He lunged around his desk as he swiped his hand over his face. He jerked her to her feet and slapped her hard, sending her reeling to the floor. The door to his office flew open, and the two men whoâd brought her came banging through.
They were worried about him?
She heard him say, âShe spit on me and then attacked me. Bring me three milligrams of Haldol. No pill this time. That should calm our poor little girl down.â
No. She knew that if they gave her any more of that stuff sheâd die. She knew it, knew it. She staggered to her feet. She ran to those wide windows. She heard shouts behind her. She dove through the glass. For an instant she was flying, white shards of glass falling from her, letting her soar higher and higher above that beautiful lawn, flying away from the horror of this place, the horror of him. Then she wasnât flying anymore. She heard screams and knew it was she who was screaming. Then she felt the pain drag at her, pulling her down, down, until there was blackness and beautiful nothingness.
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But the screaming went on. That wasnât right. She was unconscious, no longer screaming.
Another scream jerked her awake. Sally reared up in bed, straining to hear those screams. Theyâd been here, in The Cove, in Amabelâs house, not in her dream back there. She didnât move, just waited, waited. A cat? No, it was human, a cry of pain, she knew it was. God knew, sheâd heard enough cries of pain in the last year.
Who? Amabel? She didnât want to move, but she made herself slip out from under the three blankets Amabel had piled on top of her at nine oâclock the previous evening. It was freezing in the small guest room and black as the bottom of a witchâs cauldron. Sally didnât have a bathrobe, just her long Lanz flannel nightgown. Scott had hated her nightgowns, he hated . . . no, forget Scott. He truly didnât matter, hadnât mattered in a very long time.
The room was very dark. She made her way to the door and gently shoved it open. The narrow hallway was just as dark. She waited, waited longer, not wanting to hear that cry again, but knowing she would. It was a cry of pain. Perhaps there had been surprise in it. She couldnât be sure now. She waited. It was just a matter of time. She walked in her sock feet toward Amabelâs bedroom.
She stumbled when she heard another cry, her hip hitting a table. This cry came from outside. She was sure of it. It wasnât Amabel; thank God, she was safe. Amabel would know what to do.
What was it? She rubbed her hip as she set the table against the wall again.
Suddenly Amabelâs bedroom door flew open. âWhatâs going on? Is that you, Sally?â
âYes, Amabel,â she whispered. âI heard someone cry out and thought it was you. What is it?â
âI didnât hear a thing,â Amabel said. âGo back to bed, dear. Youâre exhausted. Itâs probably the leftovers of a bad dream. Just look at you, youâre white as the woodwork. You did have a nightmare, didnât you?â
Sally nodded because it was the truth. But those screams had lasted, had gone on and on. Theyâd not been part of the dream, the dream that was a memory she hated, but that always came in her sleep when she was helpless against it.
âGo to bed. You poor baby, youâre shivering like a leaf. Go back to bed. Hurry now.â
âBut I heard it twice, Amabel. I thought it was you, but itâs not. Itâs coming from outside the house.â
âNo, baby, thereâs nothing out there. Youâre so tired, so much