suffocate if you keep that up?â
Evelyn made as to draw breath, but Miss Erish raised a finger: not yet .
âYou will not,â said Miss Erish. âNo matter how you may wish itâno matter how strong your will, your flesh will betray it.â
Evelyn let her breath out and heaved another in.
âAnd yet. Your will, it might be stronger than that ,â Miss Erish reproved.
Evelyn dared say nothing.
âThe river gave me up, too. Eventually. It drew me, still and furious, through villages and the great golden cities, across a broad delta beneath palms, and through reeds, and on the tide to the sea with the fisher-boats. I was a great beauty then. More beautiful than you. Can you imagine?â
Evelyn simply nodded. Miss Erish arched her back as though preening. Her eyes never left Evelyn.
âThere was drinking last evening,â she said. âYou didnât attend, did you? I know that Mr. Hunter would have preferred you had. He thinks about you a great deal. He is in love with you. There. It is out.â
Miss Erish finally turned to look at the screen of her tablet.
âDid you encourage him?â she asked softly.
âOnce,â said Evelyn.
âOnly once?â
âPerhaps more.â
âAh. Well. No matter.â Miss Erish turned her tabletâs face down, so the light squeezed into a thin glow around its edge and Miss Erish was in shadow. âMr. Allen has seen to him.â
Evelyn wasnât precisely sure what she had meant by seen to him . It could mean a great many things, owing to the absence of both Leslie Hunter and Bill Allen from this hotel suite into which Miss Erish had let herself. Evelyn wasnât sureâbut she thought she knew.
Miss Erishâs joints popped and groaned as she settled forward in her chair.
âUp on the roof,â said Miss Erish, âthere is a patio and a swimming pool, adjacent to the health club. It is closed now owing to the weather and so private. The pool has a tarpaulin covering it. That is where he took Mr. Hunter.â
And that is where he saw to him .
Evelyn sat perfectly still, or rather her body did. The terror had been creeping up on her for some time, maybe since she left the airport for the hotel, through the night alone in this very room â¦
No, it had begun sooner than that. Maybe in another bed, long ago, another cold, empty-bellied nightâso awful that Evelyn could barely recall it except in the abstract ⦠in the same abstract manner that she could recall her own gratitude now to her rescuer.
âThere is no water in the pool this time of year,â said Miss Erish. âThe flesh will not let the will have its way alone.â
âDid heâ¦â
Evelyn felt the air in her lungs thickening like water now.
âHe promised he would,â she said, âand Mr. Allen has never let me down. I have at least that one friend.â
At that, Evelyn found her voice. âI love you. I am your friend.â But she didnât, and she wasnât, not at that moment. Miss Erish shook her head slowly.
âI really didnât escape that river until long after it stopped flowing,â she said, âin the wide sea. There was no land in sight when I rose from itâno fisher, nor ibis nor gull nor albatross. You have heard me tell this before, havenât you? I forget myself.â
Evelyn had drawn her knees up to her chin. The windows in this room were double-paned and thick, but she could hear wind outside. It made her think about the empty swimming pool overhead, the tarpaulin straining at its moorings, snow sheeting across it and slipping underneath, gathering over Leslieâs cooling tear ducts.
âIâve been trying to reach Miss Retson on her phone,â said Miss Erish. âSheâs turned it off.â
âNo,â said Evelyn. She explained about the battery in Andreaâs phone. Miss Erish looked skeptical.
âYou have a