door is always open,â Pa said.
I am not sure which door my father was referring to when he said that, but of course I never took up his invitation. My mind was made up, and soon after what Pa liked to call our âmeetingâ (âSon, have you thought about our meeting? Have you got anything you want to tell me?â), I threw the lollipops into the bin in my bedroom, where they protruded from the yoghurt cartons and the tangerine peel and the other trash. Pa got the message.
Shortly after that, he approached me with his hands in his pockets. I knew what that meant; it meant that he was about to apologize. Whenever Pa is about to say he is sorry, his hands disappear into his trousers.
âListen, Johnny, I hope I havenât upset you with what I said about your new line of work. Iâm sorry if I have.â
âNo, Pa, of course you havenât, I said.
He said, âI just want you to know that Iâm on your side, son. Iâm right behind you. You do what you want to do. Whatâs important is that youâre happy. As long as youâre happy, thatâs all that counts.â In his emotion he left the room and went to the kitchen and put his head into the fridge, pretending to look for something to eat.
What was it, then, that had blown Pa off course like this?
Chairs. That was all. I had decided to make a living making chairs.
âYou know, Iâve been thinking about it,â he said when he returned from the kitchen. âMaybe itâs not such a bad idea.â He started trying to light his pipe, the bowl of which was carved into the wise and unblinking visage of an ancient philosopher.At that time, Pa was going through a phase of pipe-smoking. âThereâs a good market for chairs. People are always going to need to sit down. Letâs work it out.â He took a company biro from the row of pens snagged on his breast pocket and flipped open a company scratch pad. âIâd say that people sit down now more than they ever did. I read about it somewhere â nowadays people are sitting down a whole lot more than they used to.â Pa winked at me with his good eye. âWhich means theyâre going to need more chairs than ever before.â He breathed on the nib of his biro, then slowly wrote down in capitals â Pa always writes in capitals â MORE CHAIRS THAN EVER BEFORE . âYes,â he said, growing excited, âand when you consider that more people are getting older now and that old people are always sitting down â¦â INCREASED DEMAND , Pa wrote.
That clinched it for him. He threw down the biro with a bold finality. âIncreased demand, Johnny. Thatâs what itâs all about. They demand, you supply. Thatâs the golden rule.â He stood up, waving his pipe. âYou know, I think you may be on to something. I think you may be on to something big.â
I said carefully, âIâm not sure how commercial Iâm going to be, Pa.â
Pa was sucking away at his pipe, having another attempt at lighting it. âYou may not be sure, son, but I am,â he said, inhaling noisily. The philosopherâs cranium released a small cloud. âI see great possibilities in what youâre doing. Which is why Iâve come to a decision. Iâm going to invest in you.â
âInvest?â
âThatâs right. Iâm going to set you up. Iâm going to get you a proper workplace with proper equipment. No more scratching around in your bedroom upstairs.â
I stood up in protest. âThereâs no need,â I said. âIâm managing fine as it is. Pa, donât even think about it,â I said.
âThis isnât a hand-out, this is business. Youâll pay me back with interest once you get going.â He turned towards me with his skewy eyes wide open. âJohnny, weâre going to be partners!â
Looking back at that episode, at my unqualmish