head and was about to leave when I asked her, âWhere do dreams come from?â
âSometimes a secret wish or the inner mindâs way of working out something from the subconscious,â she replied.
âDeeper than our real thoughts?â
âYes. Are you having bad dreams, V?â Mom asked.
âNo, but I had a very cool one.â The look she gave me told me she wanted me to keep on talking, so I did. âWe were on vacation . . . me, you, Daisy . . .â I hesitated. âAnd my dad. In the dream, he hugged me. We were a real family. So I suppose my inner mind knows my wishes.â
âA real family?â she asked.
âWith a dad and a mom. Like Yaz and Athena have.â
âReal families come in many shapes, Violet, you know that.â
âI know. I just wish he didnât die.â
Momâs face turned sad. âI wish that, too, Violet.â
âBut it wasnât a sad dream. It was the best dream I ever had. I even wrote it down in my word and wish journal under a new section.â
âItâs important for you to understand that some wishes canât come true, Violet, no matter what,â she told me.
âI know.â
âAnd others can. Like Hazel,â she said as she stroked the kitten. âAnd sometimes, a wish combined with hard work can make it a reality. Like when I was a girl, I wished I could be a doctor, but then I worked hard to make that wish come true. You understand?â
âI really do.â
âIâm glad. Love you. Good night,â she said. But before she closed my door, she added, âI have the two best daughters in the world . . . wouldnât change either of you for anything. Donât stay up too late.â
âI wonât,â I promised.
I showered, climbed into bed, and snuggled Hazel. âI finally got a wish,â I said to the sky.
6
A BEGINNING
T he day I found Hazel was the day I began to believe that some wishes can come true.
Now, I still make wishes, but only for things that I figure are possible, because I donât ever want to go back to thinking that wishing is a waste of time. But like Mom says, sometimes you have to work to make your wishes come true.
Like wishing I could do a perfect Axel at the ice skating rink, and I practiced over and over again until finally one day I did.
âNow try a double,â my friend Yaz encouraged me.
Yaz has light brown skin, braided hair, and six freckles on each cheek. I know because I counted them. Yaz is constantly giving me skin and hair care advice. Stuff my mom spent a lot of online time trying to help me with, but until I told her about Yazâs recommendations, I hadnât been successful. Now, thanks to Yaz, instead of tangles and frizz, my curls are soft and bouncy and my skin is never ashy.
We really donât look alike, but because weâre both black, when people see us together, they assume weâre sisters. But by now, just like no one thinking Daisy is my sister, Iâm used to most people thinking Yaz is. And sometimes when Iâm with her and her mom, dad, brother, and sister, people think I belong to them. I would never tell anyone, but I have to admit, sometimes that feels nice.
Yaz plans to be the first African American female to get an ice skating gold medal at the Olympics, and ice skating is her world. For me, ice skating is funâa small piece of my pie-of-life. Plus, I like to be warm and cozy a little too much to hang out at the rink every day.
âI canât do a double.â
âWatch me, itâs easy,â she said.
My eyes followed Yaz as she glided on the ice, vaulted over the toe pick of her left skate, and stepped up into the jump with her right leg. Once Yaz starts, sheâs unstoppable. She uncrossed her legs on the perfect landing, grinned, and skated toward me.
âYou can do it, V, just try once.â
âIâm proud of the