delivered to the door, postcards in the box outside
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she has a sturdy stick to hold down against this earth
tapping as if to wake someone down there
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a warning they are coming
In my phone
Pam Brown
for Gig
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you said we didnât but we did
       have telephones
              in seventies share houses,
bulky bakelite telephones
       ringing as often
              as Frank OâHaraâs
and Brigid Berlinâs did, a decade earlier
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we had honour systems â
                     add phone calls
                            to a running total
       in a column under your name,
like a boardgame score,
                                          pay up
when the household bill arrives
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I could ring to say
                     sometimes I imagine you
       in a Max Ernst collage
                            ( Une semaine de bonté )
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thereâs a woman reflected
              in an ornately gilded mirror
                                   behind an open door,
youâre the other woman
              guiding a feathered bird-man
       into a high Edwardian
                            drawing room â
he carries a tooled leather bag,
              he seems to be a doctor,
âmind how you go doctorâ  you say
       âjust step over
              the apopleptic monkey, doctorâ
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doctor feathered bird-man
                     brings sleeping elixir,
       an anodyne
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in sleep
              Iâm filled with thought,
my dream constructed
              not by surrealism
                            but by Slabs R Us,
solid, solemn, grey
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half asleep, half dreaming,
       a phone is ringing,
              I hold the earpiece close â
  friends pollute the swoony hours
                     with caring
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in a poetry world
       everything is providential,
                     or not,
and, sometimes,
              just life on hold, call waiting,
       like Tennysonâs poetic
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reading now, quiet,
                     a newer title â
       I always skip
                     redacted poems,
the crossings-out seem obvious
       and attention seeking â
you would