next week.â
His scowl deepened.
âAnd youâre going to need a lawyer,â she told him.
âArenât you a lawyer?â
âYes, but Iâm not going to represent you.â
âWhy in hell do I need representation?â
âBecauseâ¦â She hesitated, not wanting to give him any ideas about seeking custody if that wasnât a course of action heâd already considered. Maybe he didnât want Emma with himâmaybe he just wanted to meet the little girl he believed was his daughter. So all she said was, âBecause you should make sure you understand all of your rights and responsibilities.â
âIâm aware of my rights and responsibilities,â he assured her. âAnd I intend to be a father to my daughter.â
Which still didnât tell her whether he was looking for full custody or standard every-other-weekend noncustodial parent access or occasional visits during his periods of leave.
âFor how long?â she asked.
He frowned at the question. âWhat do you mean?â
âWhen do you have to report back for duty?â
âJuly seventh.â
Which was actually longer than sheâd expected and still not nearly long enough if he was serious about building a relationship with Emma. âSo why are you even here?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, why did you bother to come all this way, feign an interest in being a father to the child you claim is your own, if youâre going to go wheels up again in a few weeks?â
âIâm not feigning an interest,â he said. âAnd Iâll go wheels up again because thatâs my job.â
âAnd if Emma is your daughter, who will take care of her while youâre doing your job?â
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Zach was taken aback, not just by Paigeâs questionâwhich demonstrated the glaringly obvious fact that he hadnât thought very far ahead when heâd embarked on this journeyâbut by the disapproval in her tone.
Okay, so maybe he didnât have all of the answers. Maybe he didnât have any of the answers. But he was determined to do the right thing and, as far as he could tell, being a father to his daughter was the right thing.
âI donât know,â he admitted. âBut Iâll make arrangements.â
âYou mean day care,â she guessed.
âDidnât you have her in day care?â
âOlivia had found a babysitter who lives close to the office.Itâs a more personal environment than a day care and Emmaâs happy there.â
âThatâs great,â Zach said. âExcept that I live in New Jersey.â
Paige dipped her head, her coppery hair falling forward to hide her face, but not before he saw the tears that filled her eyes.
He silently cursed himself for his insensitivity. Because he knew that as much as heâd been completely blindsided by the news that he had fathered a child, this woman had been just as shocked to find him standing at her door. For the past five-and-a-half months sheâd been raising Emma. Sheâd been responsible for the day-to-day care of his child and, with a few simple words, heâd threatened to destroy the foundation of that relationship.
He impulsively reached across the table and touched a hand to her arm.
She jolted at the unexpected contact. Or maybe sheâd been startled by the electricity that suddenly crackled in the air. It had sure as hell startled him.
She looked at him now, and he saw both wariness and awareness in the depths of her dark brown eyes. Heâd expected her to have green eyes to go with the red hair. Instead, they were the color of rich, dark chocolate and sinfully tempting. His gaze dipped to her mouth, to lips that were naturally pink and sweetly curved, and he found himself wondering if they would taste as good as they looked.
Whoaâtotally inappropriate thought there.
This woman was the legal guardian