deck and snap on the LED beacon. It flashes her homing signal into the dark, and immediately she surfaces, her shadow looming against the glow on the horizon. I grab a spotlight and shine it on her as she approaches.
A wave of nausea threatens to overtake me, and I have to fight to keep the spotlight pointed at her as she draws near.
Durga is bleeding all over. The sickening stench of her blood washes over me as if it clots the air. Sores dot her back, some of them burst and ragged-looking, and I realize with a jolt that several of her keratin plates have fallen off. She groans again, the noise causing the deck underneath me to shudder, and I watch, horrified, as the plate protecting the top of her head slides forward, pulling free with a meaty snap . It plunges into the NeoPacific, sending up a spray of salty, gory water in its wake.
I know I should call Mom and Dad immediately, but I canât leave her side when sheâs like this. âItâs gonna be okay, girl,â I call out to her. Itâs a lie.
âMiss Leung!â A deckhand stumbles out onto the trainer deck, his uniform askew. âCarriel wants to know whatâs going on.â
My lips struggle to find words that arenât there. Nothing in my training has prepared me for this. This voyage was supposed to be effortless. Easy. And now Durga is dying, and I canât do anything to stop it. âI ⦠â I start, but canât finish. Sheâs hurting so much. The water that surrounds her is clouded with blood, and I donât have the tools to put her out of her misery.
The shipâs all-call crackles on. âLadies and gentlemen,â Captain Carriel says, a slight tremor in his gravely voice.
No.
âOur radar has picked up a pirate vessel heading our way.â
Not now.
âWe ask that you please stay calm and remain inside your cabins until an all-clear is given. Locks will be engaging on the doors in five minutes.â
Any time but now.
âIn the meantime, the shipâs companion will see to the threat.â
A chill starts at the base of my spine and works its way up until I feel like my brainâs been plunged into ice water. Durga canât fight. Not like this. I spin, running my hands through my hair as I scan the trainer deck for something, anything to end her suffering. But Reckoners were made to be nigh impossible to kill, and thereâs no humane way of ending the life of a beast this size.
Iâm suddenly acutely aware of the pill in the collar of my wetsuit.
When I turn back to Durga, theyâre on the horizon.
The boat comes screaming in from the East, the rising sun at its back as it swings wide around the Nereid . It carves the water like a butcherâs knife and looks like itâs been cobbled together from bits of yachts and warships, the unholy bastard of some pirate colony junkyard. Its upper decks bristle with weaponry.
Iâve let everyone on this boat down. Without Durga, weâre dead in the water against this sort of artillery. Weâll be boarded, looted, and killed, and itâs all my fault.
Which is what Iâm still stuck on when Durga wheels, swinging her snout toward the pirate ship. Her blowholes flare, her tail thrashes, and she launches herself toward the boat, the sea churning around her.
Shit.
Sheâs not strong enough to do this, but she also canât suppress the instinct ingrained in her. Durga is bonded to the Nereid . Reckoner imprinting behavior ties them to their companion ships, and sheâll fight to the death to protect hers. But in her condition, thereâs no way sheâll succeed. Sheâs already dying. Itâll only be more painful if the pirates have a say in it.
And sheâs only going to piss them off more. Sheâs going to give them a reason to kill every soul aboard this ship if she goes after them.
Iâve got to stop her. Iâve got to do something.
I hoist the homing beacon onto my back