youâll practice somewhere else,â Nick said, and felt his voice rise.
âAsk me in a few years. Maybe Iâll think about it then. For now Iâm going to make espresso and sell birdhouses at Poke Around.â
This was a nightmare. âHave you told Delia?â
Aurelie didnât answer. She looked overheated in her black linen suit with wide crop pants and flat shoes.
âHow long before youâve got to get back to work?â Sarah asked, apparently happy to have the youngest Board big-brain hanging out among the butterfly barrettes, ant colony kits and the glass aardvarks for which the shop was particularly known.
âEileenâs really glad I could start today at all. She doesnât mind me being gone for a couple of hours,â Aurelie said. âLook, why donât we save time by talking right here. Nobody thinks anything about seeing us together and we canât be overheard.â
Nick looked at Sarah, who nodded, yes.
âWhen the thing in California broke we knew we had to decide if I should go back there,â Nick said.
âWe wanted to go, too,â Aurelie said.
âJust let me spit this out. Today they announced there werenât enough bones in that mine.â
Both women stared at him. âNot enough for what?â Sarah said.
âFor thirty-three people. Not enough. One adult human skeleton has 206 bones, 300 until some early-childhood bones fuse together. They recovered most of the bones for thirty-two people and noneâwith the exception of some small animal contributionsâthat didnât belong to those thirty-two.â
Aurelieâs blue eyes turned glossy. âWhy arenât all of the bones thereâfor the thirty-two, I mean?â
âDo we have to go into this?â Sarah moved closer to Nick and rubbed his arm. âThis is so hard on you.â
He gave her a quick smile. âThanks.â All his efforts not to think of his mother as a âtangled skeletonâ hadnât worked, but he appreciated Sarahâs empathy. âSome of the bones would be dragged off and gnawedâby rats and such. More pieces may be found.â
Neither woman spoke.
âThey listed all the names theyâve got on pieces of ID. I recognized them all.â
Aurelie made a small noise.
âMy motherâs was there and so was Colin Foxâs.â
âHow awful,â Sarah said. âPoor Mary.â
âI ought to get in touch with Billy Meche about this,â Nick said, referring to the local police chief. âThatâs what the California cops would want.â
âThey would,â Sarah agreed.
âYes.â Aurelie studied his face. âBut would it help anything? I mean, really help? Or just mean we say goodbye to having any peace again? Sheesh, I feel selfish for even thinking about that.â
âWhy?â Nick said. âAll three of us are thinking it. And what about Delia? You know how she felt when she read that piece in the News . She felt terrible, and sad, but I donât think it crossed her mind that weâd consider blowing our lives apart in public.â
Sara slipped a hand under his arm. âThis isnât our biggest problem.â
âNo,â Nick said. âBut we know what is.â
âIf you want to go, you go,â Aurelie said. She tipped her hat forward to shade her face. âYou have the right to take care ofâ¦of Mary. Weâll stay here with Delia.â
âIâm not going,â Nick said. âNot now and maybe never. If I did, I could be putting targets on our backs.â
âI know Iâm a coward,â Sarah said. âBut I feel sick, Iâm so frightened. I ought to do better than that.â
He felt her tremble.
âWell, youâre not doing any worse than I am,â Aurelie said, reaching for their hands and joining the three of them in a tight bunch. âDo you really think the missing person