remembered how impatient he had sounded when sheâd complained that he was uprooting her niece during her formative years.
Freddie wasnât sure exactly what formative years were, but she knew her daddy had been upset, and that even when Aunt Nina had gone again, heâd still had that worried look. She didnât want to make him worried, or to make him think Aunt Nina was right. If they went back to New York, the only swing sets were in the park.
Besides, she liked the big house and her new room. Even better,her fatherâs new job was so close, he would be home every night long before dinner. Remembering not to pout, Freddie decided that since she wanted to stay, sheâd have to go to school.
âWill you be here when I get home?â
âI think so. But if Iâm not, Vera will be,â he said, thinking of their longtime housekeeper. âYou can tell me everything that happened.â After kissing the top of her head, he set her on her feet. She looked achingly small in her pink and white playsuit. Her gray eyes were solemn, her bottom lip trembling. He fought back the urge to gather her up and promise that sheâd never have to go to school or anywhere else that frightened her. âLetâs go see what Vera packed in your new lunch box.â
Twenty minutes later he was standing on the curb, holding Freddieâs hand in his own. With almost as much dread as his daughter he saw the big yellow school bus lumbering over the hill.
He should have driven her to school, he thought in sudden panicâat least for the first few days. He should take her himself, instead of putting her onto that bus with strangers. Yet it had seemed better to make the whole event normal, to let her ease into the group and become one of them from the outset.
How could he let her go? She was just a baby. His baby. What if he was wrong? This wasnât just a matter of picking out the wrong color dress for her. Simply because it was the designated day and time, he was going to tell his daughter to get onto that bus, then walk away.
What if the driver was careless and drove off a cliff? How could he be sure someone would make certain Freddie got back onto the right bus that afternoon?
The bus rumbled to a halt and his fingers tightened instinctively on hers. When the door clattered open, he was almost ready to make a run for it.
âHi, there.â The driver, a large woman with a wide smile, nodded at him. Behind her, children were yelling and bouncing on the seats. âYou must be Professor Kimball.â
âYes.â He had excuses for not putting Freddie on the bus on the tip of his tongue.
âIâm Dorothy Mansfield. The kids just call me Miss D. And you must be Frederica.â
âYes, maâam.â She bit her bottom lip to keep from turning away and hiding her face against her fatherâs side. âItâs Freddie.â
âWhew.â Miss D gave another big grin. âIâm glad to hear that. Frederica sure is a mouthful. Well, hop aboard, Freddie girl. This is the big day. John Harman, you give that book back to Mikey, lessân you want to sit behind me in the hot seat the rest of the week.â
Eyes swimming, Freddie put one foot onto the first step. Swallowing, she climbed the second.
âWhy donât you take a seat with JoBeth and Lisa there?â Miss D suggested kindly. She turned back to Spence with a wink and a wave. âDonât worry about a thing, Professor. Weâll take good care of her.â
The door closed on a puff of air, then the bus rumbled ahead. Spence could only stand on the curb and watch it take his little girl away.
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He wasnât exactly idle. Spenceâs time was eaten up almost from the moment he walked into the college. He had his own schedule to study, associates to meet, instruments and sheet music to pore over. There was a faculty meeting, a hurried lunch in the lounge, and there were papers,