beautiful.
“Momma!!! Daddy picked me up from school today, we sang Old McDonald’s farm, but he’s not very good at it yet, he needs lessons!”
My baby girl says this as she scrunches her nose up at her mom as she explains all of this in full detail. I personally didn’t feel I did all that bad for my first time. I’ll tell you however, I’m all for any lessons Kori’s willin’ to teach me, especially if we can play teacher in the bedroom. I can’t wait to feel her thighs around my waist as I slam into her. She always made me feel whole, and tonight, she’s givin’ me what I’ve been cravin’ for all this time we’ve been apart.
My Angel lifts her eyes and looks at me eyes to eyes, soul to soul. Damn I’ve missed this, the way she manages to fulfill me just by being near and givin’ herself to me by just one look. All of a sudden all of my senses have come back online as I find myself suddenly standin’ in front of her, I don’t even remember walkin’ across the room to get to her. She looks up at me and we both reach for each other, her up and me down as we say hello the only way we can.
Our kiss starts off demandin’, we have none of that takin’ it slow, this isn’t our first kiss, it isn’t a patient reunion. This is an all-out war of two people’s souls crashin’ into each other, they’re what’s reuinitin’ and our bodies are just their flesh, our kiss is our souls becomin’ one.
“Ewww…. Momma, Daddy, that’s icky! Don’t do that no mores.”
My beautiful Lil’ Bit says bringin’ me outta my lust-filled trance her momma’s lips have the capabilities of puttin’ me in a trance with. Angel breaks out in a happy laugh that has me and my knucklehead brother’s joinin’ her in. Her laugh is contagious; you can’t help but be dragged into her happy place.
This is it, this is my missin’ part, this is where my hearts been hidin’. It’s been with her, and now, it’s startin’ to settle back in place. Tonight, tonight our bond will be resealed when we reclaim each other completely, heart, body, and soul.
Chapter 5
~Kori
After a hard day of thinking, I’ve decided to let Tic have all the reasons I left earlier than we had planned and he can decide how to tell his brothers what happened all those years ago. He deserves to hear it all from me first hand, not in a room filled with his brothers’, that would be like me throwing salt into an open wound without giving him a chance to clean it first. That’s not how our relationship deserves to be resurrected.
Once we’d gotten all of our belongings together and thrown them into Tic’s new truck we hit the road headed toward the clubhouse. I was a ball of nerves returning to the clubhouse, it’s been years since I’d stepped foot inside those doors. What if the brothers didn’t accept me anymore, I did run and hurt my man! Tic is a loved and valued member of that brethren, they all respect and love him. I was once a valued member of the family, I hope to show them it was out of loyalty to them that I ran, not out of disrespect or disloyalty to them in any way.
My father is a vicious man. The more I think about it, the guiltier I feel about not trusting Tic and the Rage Ryders with all the information and letting them handle it the way they felt it needed to be done. Our lives could have turned out so much different, Lila could have had her Dad and Mom together, we could’ve been a family instead of me fearing for not only myself but also her and Tic. The guilt and anger are eating me alive. I wish there was a way to go back and change the choices I made. I just hope and pray one day they can all forgive me for the selfish choices I made. Yes, I was scared for all of them, but my fear of my father and what he could and would do to me is what was foremost in my mind.
Seeing Carson and Levi on bikes riding with us suddenly brings a smile to my sullen mood. They were