ahead and have a great time doing whatever.â
âYou couldâve told me when you called the hotel in Alpine. I mean, I was right there.â
âI know. Iâm really sorry about that. I figured that if I filled you in, you wouldâve phoned home and that wouldâve been the end of it. Donât you think?â
âProbably so.â
âLook, Iâm really sorry. Iâll understand if you scratch and do a U-turn. I can see how annoyed you are.â
âMore like disappointed.â
âI thought the chance might never come again. You know how long weâve been talking about it. Well, not literally. You know what I mean.â
âYour dad actually left you here for more than a month, alone?â
âHe was away for a month last summer, working in Colorado. Itâs not as bad as it sounds.â
âItâs not?â
âItâs not easy, but I can handle it. And people in the ghost town look out for each other. Really, Iâm sorry. I had this whole image of how it was going to be. I realize how weird this must seem.â
I was at a loss as I tried to sort out my feelings about his deception. Hereâs what made it so difficult: My cousin seemed so sincere and so honest , if thatâs the right word.
One thing Rio was right aboutâhow long weâd been looking forward to this. He might be correct, too, that it was now or never. My mother thought of her brother as flaky enough as it was. Would she be willing to make like this snafu didnât happen and try again the following summer? Send me all the way back to run the river?
Maybe not. Well, probably not.
âDonât beat yourself up,â I told my cousin. âI understand, sort of. What will we do if I stay, besides hang out?â
âWe can paddle Santa Elena Canyon for sure. Itâs the closest and shortest of the four canyons. The put-in is only ten miles away. Ariel can drop us off and pick us up. The canyon is real narrow, real deepâan incredible place.â
âLots of rapids?â
âOnly one, called Rock Slide, but itâs a big deal.â
âHow long of a trip is it?â
âJust one day . . . you look disappointed.â
âI guess I am. I mean, we were going to have a week on the river, and that sounded awesome. But, okay, we could paddle Santa Elena Canyon for a dayâthen what?â
âWe could do a lot of mountain biking . . .â
âIâll have to sleep on it,â I said. âSleep on the whole deal.â
âFair enough.â
On our way out of the Starlight, we collected my stuff off the porch. Rio asked if I wanted to climb to the top of the hill by the water tower and throw fireworks into an eight-hundred-foot-deep mineshaft. The fireworks bouncing off the walls all the way down made for âan insanely spectacular show.â
I was dead tired and asked for a rain check. I followed Rio across the hillside into the residential part of the ghost town. There werenât any streetlights but the moon was up. My cousin told me to watch where I stepped; the rattlesnakes were active at night. Lights twinkled here and there from dwellings scattered amid the ruins. I felt like I was sleepwalking in a postapocalyptic world.
We came to an iron gate in a stone wall. The gate squeaked open to a patio and Rioâs front door. I took note that my motherâs brother and his son didnât live under a rock after all, though their house was made out of rocks. âWelcome,â Rio said. âMi casa es su casa . â
Chapter 5
Kissed by an Assassin
T HE HOUSE WAS SMALL, with only two bedrooms, a small living room, and a small kitchen/dining room. Rio showed me to my crash-landing site, his fatherâs bedroom. I made a thorough search for scorpions, even pulling back the sheet. Just in case, I got my camping flashlight out of my stuff and placed it on the nightstand before I turned out the light and