Gareth and Gaheris were at his elbows, speaking, as they often did, in one voice. Few of the servants could tell them apart, but Gawaine could. Even when they traded tunics and linen camisias and breeches and cloaks, disguising themselves as one another, he always knew which was which. It had to do with the way Gareth set his shoulders and Gaheris shrugged. It had to do with the fact that one listened with his head tilted to the right, the other to the left. They had never looked alike to Gawaine, even when they had been babies lying side by side in their cot.
âDo you think theyâre an omen? The porpoises?â they asked.
Since he had so recently thought that very thing, he nodded. âBut like all omens, hard to read,â he answered. âUnless you are a mage.â
âA mage!â said Gaheris, shoulders rising up toward his ears.
âLike Merlinnus!â Gareth breathed.
Neither mentioned their mothers magic. Gawaine wondered if they even knew of it. It was a secret, but not an especially well-kept one. He had discovered it by accident as a ten-year-old, going into her tower room, which was usually hard-warded and locked. He had wanted to show her a doll he had made for the cookâs little girl. Wanted to borrow a bit of fine cloth to wrap the thing in. The cookâs girl had a harelip and no playmates, and he felt sorry for her. He often gave her gifts.
The door to the tower room had been open, and his mother was goneâoff to the high alures to shake her black hair at the sea, no doubt.
She never knew that he had entered the room without permission. But the memory of that cauldron squatting in the middle of the placeâempty then but smelling foully, like a violated tombâstill haunted his dreams.
Worse still had been the glass bottles full of dead things suspended in heavy water, things that seemed to turn at the sound of his footsteps, and stare at him with their bulging dead eyes. Unborn creatures, most of them, though oneâhe was quite sureâhad been a human child. He could remember the room and how it had made him feelâsoiled and damnedâas if it had been yesterday and not almost eight years gone by.
Gawaine folded his hands over his chest, spread his legs apart, keeping his balance without the aid of the boatâs rail. âMerlinnus is a mage, yes. But he is a man first.â
âNever!â said Gaheris, shoulders still crowding his ears.
âDoes he eat?â asked Gareth.
âHe eats.â
âAnd does he get seasick like Agravaine?â Gaheris asked.
âI have never seen him on the sea,â said Gawaine.
âClot!â Gareth told his twin. âMages cannot cross running water.â
âThatâs fairies,â said Gaheris. âNot mages.â
âThatâs all magic makers.â
Gaheris drew himself up so that he stood half a thumbâs span taller than his twin. âMother never crosses water. And she works magic.â
Gawaine kept his mouth shut.
So they know
. He wondered how.
âFool,â Gareth said. âShe came from Landâs End by boat to be Fatherâs bride.â
Gawaine threw up his hands. âWhatever you two wish to believe, believe.â He could tell it was going to be a long trip. And longer still once they were at the kings court. He had forgotten what incredible bumpkins his little brothers were.
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G AWAINE SLEPT but fitfully on the boats deck. It was not the wind tangling in his hair that kept him awake. Actually he quite liked the feel of it, as if it were scrubbing away all that was Orkney from his mind. But a sound on the wind, a strange moaning, niggled at him. At last he sat up, shaking off the blanket, and looked around.
The twins were close by his feet, spooned together. Hwyll was snoring lightly, well beyond them. In the half-moonâs light, Gawaine could make them all out.
But Agravaine was missing.
And the moaning that had disturbed