vomited until my sides ached. My stomach heaved again and again, as if my whole body was trying to push away what I had seen.
My legs trembling, I sucked in one deep breath after another, uttering low moans, waiting for my stomach to stop lurching.
When I finally felt a little steadier, I made my way to the front door. I turned the knob.
Locked.
I started to call out, âLucy!â But I stopped myself, remembering that she was Nicole now.
I rang the bell. I heard it chime once, twice, three times inside my house.
No reply.
I stumbled off the front stoop and made my way around to the back. The kitchen door was locked, too. Even though it was dinnertime, the kitchen stood dark and empty.
I knocked loudly on the kitchen door. âAnyone home? Nicoleâare you here?â I called.
Silence.
I pressed my forehead against the glass on the door and peered in again.
No one home, I realized.
Where were they? Had they gone out for dinner?
âLucy, where are you?â I whispered. âLucy, you have to know what happened. I have to tell you, Lucy. I have to tell someone.â
I couldnât keep it to myself much longer. I couldnât hold the horror in without exploding. Without going totally crazy.
I backed away from the kitchen door, my hands pressed to my face. I expected to feel my long, red nails pushing against my skin. But, of course, I didnât have my nails. I had Lucyâs short, chewed-up nails.
Picturing the Kramers on their living room rug, I began to feel the waves of nausea again. I knew there was nothing left to vomit up.
My mind spun wildly. Who can I tell? Who?
The Shadyside police?
How could I tell the police before I told Lucy? How could I tell them before we switched back into our own bodies?
No, I decided. It would be too confusing. Too confusing and painful for all of us.
I wonât tell the police until Iâve told Lucy, I told myself.
And then Kentâs face flashed into my mind.
Kent. He was so smart and kind. So thoughtful. So understanding.
Kent will listen to me, I decided. Kent will believe me.
Kent will help me.
I swallowed hard, struggled to catch my breath, to stop my legs from shaking. I pushed back the moist strands of blond hair that had fallen across my forehead.
Yes. Kent.
Kentâs house was only two blocks away. I jogged down the driveway, glancing back at my house, so dark and empty.
Two boys raced by on bikes as I reached the sidewalk. I didnât see them until they were practically on top of me.
âLook out!â I heard one of them shout.
I saw them swerve to avoid hitting me.
âWhatâs your problem?â the other boy shouted back.
If only he knew, I thought sadly.
I felt too strange, too upset to run. My heart fluttered in my chest like a dozen butterflies. My legs felt so heavy, as if I weighed a thousand pounds.
I walked through someoneâs flower garden. The wet dirt clung to my shoes. I nearly tripped over a blue skateboard someone had left at the bottom of their front yard.
The two blocks to Kentâs house seemed a mile long. Finally I found myself staring up at the square, two-story redbrick house with its slanting, red tile roof.
Behind me on the street a car rolled past slowly. Its headlights swept over me. I realized I must look like a mess. Like a crazed wild person.
You canât worry about that now, I scolded myself.
If only I had been in my real body!
Would that have made me feel any better?
Probably not.
I didnât remember climbing the sloping lawn to Kentâs front door. But here I was, pounding hard on the door with my fist, shouting Kentâs name at the top of my lungs.
Be home! Be home! I silently prayed.
Someone has to be home tonight. Someone has to share this nightmare with me. Someone has to help me.
The porch light flashed on, casting a cone of yellow light over the front stoop. As I blinked against the sudden brightness, the front door swung open.
Kent