guest. Steve peeked behind the curtain, yanked the tarnished brass knob, and opened the door. Cold stares spoke volumes as the silent collision of the past and present soured the already somber atmosphere.
âItâs been a long time Peter,â Uncle Steve said.
âYes it has, Steven.â
The two men stood face-to-face through the half-opened door and Uncle Steve made no effort to invite the guest into the house.
âJake mentioned he saw you at the memorial service. Awfully nice of you to come.â
âI didnât know that Susan had passed. I got a phone call in Hong Kong and caught the next plane out as soon as I heard,â Peter replied honestly.
âStill the world traveler, eh?â
âSome things never change.â
âYou said it, not me,â Steve replied with bite.
Miles Davis filled the void in conversation.
âStill in the roofing business?â Peter asked.
âWhen my body lets me. Bad back, worse knees. Some mornings I can barely get out of bed.â
âLooks like your liver is still working,â Peter retorted, gesturing in the direction of the bottle in Steveâs hand.
For a brief second it was just like old times, two brothers-in-law taking jabs at one another. But time has a way of making strangers out of even brothers, and another moment of awkward silence fell on the two.
âCould we not do this today?â Peter asked. âI just stopped by to say that Iâm sorry for your loss. I know you and Susan were close.â
âYes we were, but not as close as your son was to his mother.â
âMay I come in?â
Steve considered the request but didnât move. It was a battle of wills between Uncle Steve, a blue-collar roofer with dirt under his nails, and Peter Winthrop, GQ magazine cover model with manicured nails.
âJust for a minute. I wonât stay long.â
âYou never did,â Steve replied. He took a swig of his beer, fully opened the door with his left hand, and motioned his ex-brother-in-law into his home.
Peter advanced slowly through the living room, past an old upright piano littered with pictures of people he knew a lifetime before. Uncle Steve followed behind, observing Peter as he took in the ghosts of his past. Peter nodded to an elderly couple on the couch. The white haired husband and wife nodded back at the well-dressed stranger.
Peter stopped at the entrance to the kitchen. Jake was at the back door, talking to a vaguely familiar face whose name Peter had long since forgotten. The crowd ripping through the hors dâoeuvres and working on food preparations took notice of the intruder, held their breaths, and exited the room as if someone had discovered a bomb in the refrigerator.
Jake felt the vacuum created around him and turned toward the far doorway to the kitchen. As the whispers grew in the next room, father and son stood at opposite sides of the kitchen like heavyweights in their respective corners of the ring before a fight. Uncle Steve stepped back to give the two some privacy, while remaining close enough to intervene if they needed a referee.
âHi son,â Peter offered first.
âHi Dad,â Jake replied. It felt normal to call him Dad, but it was a title he used without any emotional attachment.
âHow are you holding up?â Peter asked, out of his element in the role of a father.
âBeen better.â
âYeah, I guess so. Sorry to hear about your mother.â
âIâm sorry too,â Jake replied. He wondered if his father was as uncomfortable as he was.
A long pause interrupted the stalling conversation.
âI wish there was something I could have done.â
âYou could have stopped by and visited her. She was your wife at one point. And the mother of your only child.â
âI didnât think she wanted to see me.â
âShe was dying, Dad. She wasnât in the mood for a fight.â
âWell if she