finished chewing. âMmmâ¦it was a car accidentâ¦but Iâm okeydokey now.â There was an aggressive singsong quality to her voice that Nathan sensed was intended to put an end to his inquiry.
âWas anyone else hurt?â
âNo.â
Nathan stared at Ellen, but she did not elaborate. âWell, thatâs good,â he said.
As Ellen continued to eat, Nathan gazed behind her at the glass-fronted liquor cabinet built into the wall. His eyes slid over bottles of Makerâs Mark bourbon and Meierâs sherry and finally rested on an old bottle of Wray & Nephew white rum.
âDo you mind if I have some of this?â he asked as he rose to open the cabinet. Because he had already drunk a tumbler of the rum heâd bought at Gilmanâs, Nathan knew he shouldnât drink any more. It often made him sulk for his ex-girlfriend. Pale and willowy, with closely cropped, mussed blond hair, Sophie Hurst liked to read, drink lots of wine, and make short, impressionistic films he occasionally thought were rather beautiful. They had dated for two years before sheâd abandoned him a few months ago for someone else.
Ellen looked at the bottle Nathan was holding and frowned. âOnly you?â
âOh, well, would you like the rum or would you prefer the sherry?â
Ellen nodded at the wisdom of the question until sheâd swallowed a bite of her steak. âSherry.â
Nathan poured their drinks and slumped back into his chair. Hedraped one arm across the back of the chair beside him and watched the sun burn into the horizon, slowly gilding the White Mountains of New Hampshire.
Ellen said, âIf I die, donât bury me at all. Just pickle my bones in alcohol. Put a bottle of booze at my feet and head. If I donât drink, youâll know Iâm dead.â
âHear, hear,â Nathan said, raising his glass.
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I n the living room, they watched The Philadelphia Story. After a late-night party, Cary Grant slid into Katharine Hepburnâs parked car to rouse her softly from a drunken slumber. With both of them cloaked in shadow, heads resting against the bench seat, it was almost as if they were lying in bed. Hepburn had heavy-lidded, bedroom eyes, a voice like dark honey, and even though her words were coy and elusive, you could tell that she loved him. Nathan felt a dull longing for movie-style romance and glanced at the clock on the mantel. In her lounge chair, Ellenâs head bobbed and swayed in an ongoing effort to stay awake. Nathan wished sheâd stop trying. He was on his third rum and Coke, and as soon as Ellen went to bed, he planned to walk up the street to see if Leah felt like taking a stroll.
Ellenâs eyes had been closed for several minutes when a womanâs reedy voice called through the partly open front door, âAnybody home?â
Nathan stood, but the woman and her husband were already stepping inside the house. âOh, Eleanor, donât get up,â the woman pleaded, hurrying over to clasp her hand. âItâs so good to see you again.â The husband, a jowly, sad-eyed man in khaki pants and a green V-neck sweater, followed his wife with the slow, cumbersome movements of an old Saint Bernard.
âWell,â Ellen said, blinking at everyone with surprise. âItâs wonderful to see you, too.â
The husband reached over to shake her hand. âIâm sorry if weâre barging in on you. We were just on Parsonâs Beach and Franny saw the lights on, soââ He rubbed the back of his neck and stepped back, glancing behind him, as if afraid he might knock something over.
âOh, youâre not barging in,â Ellen said, and smiled. Her reassurancesounded a little tired, but then she tilted her head to one side and seemed to eye the man in front of her with greater fondness. âHow are you, Carl?â
âIâm all right, I guess,â he said, the corner of his mouth