lacked was conscience. Look in their eyes. All you can see are MTV, rap music, and violent movie fantasies.
A public outcry would fuel the investigation and assure justice. The family would not stand alone in its grief. Someday a little girl would read about this violent afternoon from a yellowed news clipping with my byline on it and understand exactly what happened to her and her mother and the brother she never knew. So why did I feel like such a ghoul?
He stared at the photo through watery eyes, then handed it to me. Jennifer Careyâs hair, tied back today, had been carefully curled. She wore blue and a warm smile as she held the baby, all ruffles and satin ribbons. Her husband, Jason on his knee, rested a protective hand on his sonâs shoulder, the other arm around his wife. Perfect.
âWe had it taken for her parentsâ anniversary in Julyâ¦â His voice trailed off. The babyâs name was Eileen. I promised to return it.
âHow could anybody just drive away and leave them?â he burst out. âThey must be animals!â
âTheyâll catch them. The police put out a BOLO, and tomorrow half a million readers will want them in jail. Iâll do the best I can,â I promised.
I did not mention that if they were juveniles, too young for adult court, punishment would probably be no more than a minor inconvenience.
I went back to find Lottie. Rakestraw, wrapping up his work, echoed my unspoken thoughts. âHope to hell theyâre not juveniles,â he muttered.
Lottie and I drove back to the office in a far more quiet and subdued mood than when we had set out. âRemember,â she whispered, âjust before it happened? I was wanting to trade places with her.â
The lighthearted spirit and the golden afternoon were gone.
I worked late on the story for the final, long after Lottie had delivered her photos to the city desk and gone home. Luckily, Trish was on duty in the library. She printed out hit-and-run statistics and even unearthed sports clips from Jason Careyâs high school record as a forward on the all-city team.
She watched over my shoulder as I worked. I object vociferously when editors do that, but I didnât mind Trish at all.
âThink you could use a breakdown on crime in that shopping center?â She sounded thoughtful. âYou know thereâs a push now to ban juveniles from some malls until after six P . M . on school days.â
âIf you could dig up some stax on the mallâespecially auto theft figuresâit would be great. You think like a reporter, Trish.â
âI know,â she murmured, her tone curious. I looked up, but she was on her way back to the library.
I wrote about Jennifer Careyâs career as a speech therapist, put on hold until her children were older, the irony of her only sisterâs work as a counselor for troubled teens; and the young coupleâs plans for a future, now uncertain. She was still in surgery when I checked with the hospital.
Gretchen wouldnât be able to edit my story for another twenty minutes and I wouldnât go home without watching the process, so I returned the clips to the library. Trish sprang up from a desk where sheâd been nibbling a sandwich.
âNeed something else?â
âNah, just bringing these back.â I dropped them in the in-basket and leaned across the counter.
She seemed to want to say something but just stood there. The latest economy kick at the paper is to use as few lights as possible at night, when the building is largely unoccupied. The features section, on the other side of the libraryâs glass wall, was dark. Her perfect skin luminous, she looked young and vulnerable in the chilly cavernous room filled with looming shelves and shadows. It was probably safe, but it sure looked spooky.
âYouâre all alone back here?â
âYep, the only one working tonight. But I donât mind. In fact Iâm