talk to, such a pleasure. He and Mark just came back from camping. The three of us plan to go sailing later. Will you join us?â Her words are friendly, but her gray eyes are hesitant. And why shouldnât they be? No doubt Mark told her Bobby is some needy kid whose poor, overworked mother couldnât give him anything. Certainly not that sheâs the woman he bedded down with all these months.
Lydia pours her a cup of coffee at the table. She canât remember the last time anyone did that for her.
Feet drum across wooden floors. Entering the kitchen, they both stop.
âWell . . . hello . . .â Mark says. He licks his lips and manages a smile. âYouâre a long way from home.â
âMom, did something happen?â Heâs alarmed as if caught somewhere he shouldnât be.
âNo, honey. I had some days off and decided to see some of the country. I was near enough to save Mark a trip and pick you up.â
Mark leans against the counter, ankles crossed, arranging himself in a poseâno doubt familiar to his wifeâsheâs never seen.
âBut Iâve only been here a few days.â His words are half-apologetic, half-accusing.
âYes, I know. We never did decide how long the vacation would last, did we?â And she touches his cheek.
Sensible words but her brain flashes another headline: duped, betrayed, his sweet talk, endearments, promises, all lies. Never mentioned a wife, did he? Her skin stings. Man needs a son to play with and takes hers. This weird kidnap, isnât that what it is? Her roiling mind searches for a way to upend this ludicrous reunion. Sheâs a copâs daughter, taught to take action. She wonât allow Mark to violate two women. Only Bobbyâs puzzled gaze causes her to hesitate.
âBut Mom, we have so many plans. Me and Mark, I mean . . .â
âWonât you reconsider,â Lydia asks with little enthusiasm. She must be wondering who this younger woman is.
âNo, but thank you. Bobby, pack your stuff. Weâll talk more on the bus.â Or not, she thinks, because heâs so upset by now that his lips are quivering, his eyes narrowing against the tears. She canât allow his disappointment to reach her. If he stayed the summer, he wouldnât be mistreated. But it would be like stealing, wouldnât it? Stealing her trust and then her son. Stealing what only money canât buy. Why should Mark get the pleasure of her son?
âMom, listen, I have an idea,â Bobbyâs jerking her arm as if to shake some sense into her. With his pale skin and wheat-colored hair, he could disappear into any cornfield.
âIâm listening,â she says gently.
âHow about if I stay for July? Then you and me can have August together. How about that?â
She can feel it and sheâs strangely touched. Heâs trying to negotiate her happiness as well as his own. She stands there in a circle of calmness that nothing in this situation justifies or explains. She knows her job as well as she would if she were working the diner. She has to reassure Bobby that none of this is his fault. And Mark hasnât said a word, doesnât dare to influence the moment one way or the other. If they go on much longer, Markâs reticence will hurt Bobby even more than her insistence.
âI have some plans for us, a surprise, but you need to pack up now.â And what would that be, she wonders, but it doesnât matter. Surprises are the easy part. Sheâll send him to sports camp and worry about how to pay later. Heâs about to try one last time, but she adds with all the emphasis a mother can bring to bear, âBobby, go do it, please.â
After heâs clumped out of the room, she sips her coffee. The fury of a birdâs flapping wings speeds past the window.
Mark stands there, a poster of the good husband. Why shouldnât his wife know the truth?
Lydia wipes the table