kind can.â
Not every species benefitted from nanites. They only regulated the gases of most species so that complicated masks or suits were not required on some stations, ships, and certain planets. Of course, it all depended on your physiology. Many aliens had nanites and still had to wear masks. Nanites were still useful for language if not breathing for those species.
Tournour knew that I didnât like to think of things being left behind and forgotten.
âEventually someone will go down there to get them, alive or dead,â Tournour said softly. âItâs just not a priority. I donât want to make a request to the Imperium because it would put us on their radar.â
The rules of rescue meant that a ship that could assist in an SOS could salvage any and all parts and ware from the wreck in exchange for safely returning the survivors, if any, over to the closest habitable planet or space station to be questioned, treated, and then sent on their way.
âSeems like a hard lot,â I said. It was bad enough having been abandoned on the Yertina Feray as the only Human these past three years, but to be the only being on an entire planet. That could break even the strongest soul.
âTheyâll be found soon,â Tournour said. âNo one will leave scrap anywhere for long. Itâs too valuable. Every time a ship comes to dock at the Yertina Feray they are asked if they have the capability to retrieve and rescue the crashed ship.â
The music changed again. A Nurlok lullaby. Some Nurloks at a corner table began to sing along, and I could not help but feel soothed.
I lifted my wrist and shook the gold bracelet with the charm of Earth that I had taken off of Elsâs dead body a year ago. Tournour put his hand on it and played with the charm as I kept talking about my hate for Brother Blue. He cocked his head, and it made me think he loved the sound of my voice as much as I loved his.
I looked at his dark eyes, no whites in them. Sometimes looking into his alien eyes made me long for Rezaâs Human eyesâdeep and brown. They were eyes that I could understand. Eyes that I missed.
But I could not deny that these alien eyes of Tournourâs filled me in a way that was uncharted. Feeling guilty, I let go of his hand.
âI wish I could cut this hate from you. I canât understand why you hang on to it,â he said, thinking that my sudden shift in mood was because of Brother Blue, as it was so often. I didnât correct him. I didnât want to tell him how much I missed Reza sometimes. It felt like a betrayal.
âDonât Loors hate?â
âYes,â he said. âBut it doesnât consume us the way it does you Humans.â
We were so very different. It was when he couldnât understand me that I remembered he wasnât Human after all. He was alien.
âCaleb and Reza, if they are alive, are now long awake.â
âIâm sorry that we donât know what happened to them,â Tournour said. âCommunication is not simple with the Imperium in control.â
That was true, but it was also true that Tournour was the one who made sure that the communications array was in disrepair and not upgraded quickly enough. He liked to keep the station quiet. That was one of the ways that he kept the citizens of the Yertina Feray safe. If no one could hear you, itâs almost as though you donât exist. Ever since the Imperium had put Tournour in charge of the Yertina Feray, he kept us as quiet as possible. It was not unlikely for aliens who docked here to comment on how surprised they were that the station was still in operation.
âYou did what was the best option at the moment,â Tournour continued. âInstead of everyone being dead, you all lived. Isnât that good enough?â
âNo,â I said. âNever.â
I almost hated myself for sending Reza and Caleb both to the Outer Rim. I traded in