for more words. There was only room to try and live.
* * *
She couldnât actually swim.
There was something wrong with her arm. Or her shoulder? Or her chest? She wasnât sure where the pain was radiating from, but it was surely radiating. It was the arm furthest from himâif heâd been holding her bra on that side she might have screamed. If she could scream without swallowing a bucket of seawater. Unlikely, she thought, and then wondered if she was making sense. She decided she wasnât but she didnât care.
She had to kick. There was no way sheâd go under. Sheâd risked her life to save this guy and now it seemed he didnât need saving. Her drowning would be a complete waste.
Some people would be pleased.
And there was a thought to make her put her head down, hold her injured arm to her side as much as she could and try to kick her way through the surf.
She had help. The guy still had his hand through her bra, holding fast. His kick was more powerful than hers could ever be. But he still didnât know this beach.
âKeep close to the rocks,â she gasped during a break in the waves. âIf you donât stay close youâll be caught in the rip.â
âGot it,â he told her. âNow, shut up and kick.â
And then another wave caught them and she had the sense to put her head down and kick, even if the pain in her shoulder was pretty close to knocking her out. And he kicked too, and they surged in, and suddenly she was on sand. The wave was ripping back out again but the guy was on his feet, tugging her up through the shallows.
âWeâre here,â he gasped. âCome on, lady, six feet to go. You can do it.â
And sheâd done it. Rocky was tearing down the beach to meet them, barking hysterically at the stranger.
Enough. She subsided onto the sand, grabbed Rocky with her good arm, held him tight and burst into tears.
* * *
For a good while neither of them moved.
She lay on the wet sand and hugged her dog and thought vaguely that she had to make an effort. She had to get into dry clothes. She was freezing. And shouldnât she try to see if something was wrong with the guy beside her? Heâd slumped down on the sand, too. She could see his chest rise and fall. He was alive, but his eyes were closed. The weak sunshine was on his unshaven face and he seemed to be drinking it up.
Who was he?
He was wearing army issue camouflage gear. It was the standard work wear of a soldier, though maybe slightly different from the Australian uniform.
He was missing his boots.
Why notice that?
She was noticing his face, too. Well, why not? Even the pain in her shoulder didnât stop her noticing his face.
There was a trickle of blood mixing with the seawater dripping from his head.
He was beautiful.
It was the strongest face sheâd ever seen. His features were lean, aquiline...aristocratic? He had dark hairâdeep black. It was cropped into an army cut, but no style apart from a complete shave could disguise its tendency to curl. His grey eyes were deep-set and shadowed and he was wearing a couple of daysâ stubble. He looked beyond exhausted.
She guessed he was in his mid-thirties, and she thought he looked mean.
Mean?
Mean in the trained sense, she corrected herself. Mean as in a lean, mean fighting machine.
She thought, weirdly, of a kid sheâd gone to school with. Andy had been a friend with the same ambitions sheâd had: to get away from Kunamungle and be someone.
âIâll join the army and be a lean, mean fighting machine,â heâd told her.
Last sheâd heard, Andy was married with three kids, running the stock and station agents in Kunamungle. He was yet another kid whoâd tried to leave his roots and failed.
Her thoughts were drifting in a weird kind of consciousness that was somehow about blocking pain. Something had happened to her arm. Something bad. She didnât want to