being in the wrong.â
Travis grinned at me.
Amy cleared her throat. âSometimes itâs really not a personâs fault,â she said in a quiet voice. âSometimes you have a bad day when everything seems to go wrong.â
âThatâs true too,â Mr. Weller said. He turned to me. âBut when you joined the program, Josh, you agreed to be here on time. Maybe if youâd aimed to get here a few minutes early instead of just on time, you wouldnât have missed the beginning of the session.â
âMaybe if you didnât have that stupid rule about having to wait until the break, I wouldnât have had to stand out in the hall for the past twenty-five minutes,â I said.
âExcuse me, Brian,â Travis said, âbut I donât think Gillick is making a sincere apology.â
Mr. Weller looked at me. âCare to try that again, Josh?â
I apologized again. I didnât care whether it sounded sincere or not. Mr. Weller gave me a schoolteacher look. He told me to sit down and then moved on to the next part of the session.
Things didnât go much better after Maggie and Scott brought in the dogs. This time everyone got their dogs to sit at least once. Most of the dogs sat several times. But not Sully. He wouldnât listen to me.
âStupid dog,â I muttered, jerking on his leash.
Sully growled.
âHeâs tense,â Scott said. Who had even asked him? âHeâs tense because youâre tense. What youâre feeling, Josh, it travels down the leash. If you want him to calm down and listen, you have to calm down. You canât make him do what you want by jerking his leash and yelling at him.â
He took the leash from my hand and calmly told Sully to sit. It took him three tries, but he did it. Show-off. I wantedto hit him. But Mr. Weller was watching me, his arms crossed over his chest as if he was mad at me for not apologizing the way he wanted.
âHere,â Scott said, handing the leash back to me. âWhy donât you try? Just take a deep breath and think about something nice so you can calm down.â
Mr. Weller was still watching me.
I thought about Digby and how he always looked so happy to see me when I got back to the apartment. Then I took a deep breath and tried to remember everything Maggie had told us about getting a dog to sitâwhat to say, how to move my hand. I did everything just like she had showed us.
Sully didnât sit.
âYour technique is good,â Scott said. âTry it again.â
I took another deep breath and started again.
I think I was the most surprised person in the room when Sullyâs butt finally hit the ground.
âGood dog,â I said. âGood dog.â
âThere you go,â Scott said. He flashed me his goofy, lopsided grin. âIf he did it once, he can do it again. Letâs reinforce what heâs learned so he doesnât forget.â
Sully sat again. And again. And again. He sat every single time I asked him to. I couldnât believe it.
âGood dog,â I said, smiling at him. âGood dog.â
Chapter Six
I could just about handle living in that cramped apartment when Andrew was home to distract Miranda. But lately he was pulling double shifts at the video store, on top of his second job delivering morning newspapers. That meant I was stuck with Miranda a lot. And she was always after me about something, sometimes the minute I came through the door.
Like the next day, when I came home after school to grab a bite to eat before I went to the program. She was in my face before I even closed the door.
âDid you think I wouldnât notice, Josh?â she screamed at me. âDo you think Iâm that stupid?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â I tried to get past her and into the living room. But she blocked my way.
âWhat did you spend it on, Josh? Did you go to the arcade? Or