God.â She sighed and planted her chin in the palm of her hand as she gazed at him with admiring wistfulness. âI canât even imagine. Except for a week Carly and I spent in Cancun threeâno, God, itâs been four years ago nowâIâve never even been out of the States.â
âYouâre kidding me.â He wasnât faking his amazement. He imagined she would have had the old man trotting her here, there and everywhere. In first class, wasting away the family fortune to such an extent that sheâd had no choice but to return to dancing in a chorus line.
âI wish I were. Unfortunately, itâs the Godâs honest truth. Pretty sad, huh?â
âYou mean to tell me a nice Irish girl like you has never even made it back to the Motherland?â
She gave him one of those one-sided Iâve-seen-it-all smiles. âYou think Iâm Irish?â
âArenât you? With that red hair and a name like McCall, I figured you had to be either Irish or Scottish.â
She laughed and he watched a couple of businessmen at a nearby table turn to give her appreciative looks.
âBy way of Warsaw, maybe,â she said. âI grew up in a little Pennsylvania steel town Iâm sure youâve never heard of. And until about a year and a half ago, I was Treena Sarkilahti.â
âSo McCall is your stage name?â
âNo, itâs my married name. Was my married name. Iâm a widow.â
âOh, man.â He sat back, and to his surprise discovered chagrin was yet another thing he didnât have to feignâat least not a hundred percent. Heâd honestly expected her to snap up the stage name excuse heâd offered and found it slightly shocking to hear the word widow. It conjured all sorts of sympathetic images he had no desire to feel. âIâm sorry.â
âMe, too. He was a great guy.â
If you have really low standards, he thought. But he stowed the bitterness that belonged to another time. It sure as hell wouldnât advance his agenda to dwell on it at this late date.
But even as he opened his mouth to literally charm the pants off her, she said, âYou know, in a strange kind of way you remind me of him a little.â
He stared at her in horror.
She laughed. âI know. Nothing like hearing a woman compare you to her dead husband, huh? Jim was a self-made man without a lot of education and youâre smoother than he was. But all the same, youâreâ¦kindâ¦like he was. And big like him. He was a real manâs man.â
Now he knew she was a liar. Kindness was not a word heâd use to describe his father. It sure as hell wasnât part of his own makeup, either.
Not anymore.
But a manâs manâoh, yeah, Dad had been that all right. Heâd lived to fish and hunt and play or watch every sport known to man.
Heâd cared more about other menâs opinionsâeven those of complete strangersâthan about his own kidâs state of mind. How many times had the old man towered over him, trying to get him to behave in a way that would garner the approval of his peers? A ghost of his fatherâs voice whispered in disgust from a dark corner of Jaxâs mind.
âChoke up on the bat, Jackson, and keep your eye on the ball. Christ Almighty, boy, you swing like a girl!â
Treena touched the back of his hand. âIâm sorry,â she said. âI shouldnât have brought him up.â
Blinking the old memories away, he focused on his agenda. The old man had been right about one thing. He needed to keep his eye on the goddamn ball. Looking at the sexy redhead across from him, he silently cursed for allowing that little crease of worry to develop between her eyebrows. âHow long has your husband been gone?â
âA little over four months.â
âThatâs no time at all. Of course heâs going to be in your thoughts.â Leaning forward,