me that casual grin, but I resist the urge to smile back. I havenât been able to concentrate through the last two classes, not with his stares and deep voice. And now heâs going to witness my inept, non-existent athletic ability.
âYouâre not taking third-year French.â
â Je parle déjà Français couramment .â
I purse my lips tight. So, he doesnât need third-year French. Even his accent rolls off his tongue like an authentic Frenchman.
âAnd no drama?â
He shrugs. âIâm taking AP Art. My motherâs idea. The rest isâ¦coincidence.â
He sits on the bleacher next to me. First day of school means no dressing out. Just rules and lockers.
âHey, Jule.â Rachel Manx slides down the bleacher. The girl hasnât talked to me since the eighth grade. Talking about me doesnât count. She either wants the scoop on my mom, or sheâs just trying to get near Luke. I can stomach the second possibility, so I go with that.
âRachel, Luke. Luke, Rachel.â I throw out the introduction like a bone and hope sheâll pant after it.
Rachel scoots around to sit next to Luke. She holds out her hand. âHi. So, youâre new. Where are you from?â
âBoston,â he answers and shakes her princess-limp hand.
âThatâs right,â she exclaims, her hyper-mascaraed eyes popping wide. âYour dad is Oscar Whitmore, the new assistant coach of the Blizzards!â
âYou know hockey?â he asks. âI play.â
âI love hockey,â she gushes.
Yeah, right. Rachel knows enough to talk to the hot-bod hockey player.
I lean back against the bleacher and count the retired basketball jerseys and pennants hanging from the rafters. I wonder if they wash those jerseys before hanging them up. Maybe thatâs why the gym always stinks.
Assistant Coach MacGuire passes forms and lists of rules down the line of students.
âWhere do you play?â Rachel asks. âThere isnât a team at Cougar Creek.â
âThere are some leagues over at the IcePlex.â
âOh, I love the IcePlex. I took figure skating lessons there.â
Yeah, when she was, like, nine. I take a green form and hand the pile to Luke. His fingers brush mine and I jerk back, almost dropping the stack.
âIâve got them,â he says as I flounder.
I catch Rachelâs pursed lips. âJule, Iâve been meaning to stop by and see if there is anything I can do to help.â
Oh, here it comes. âNope, weâre just fine.â I pick up one green paper that fluttered to the polished wood planks and give her a tight, close-lipped smile.
She tips her head down and looks up at me with big, innocent eyes. âNow, Jule, everyone knows that you all arenât fine at home.â She shakes her highlighted head. âMy mom wanted me to ask if she can bring a meal over.â Two months ago might have been nice. I hardly think her mom is offering now. More likely it has everything to do with embarrassing me in front of Luke. Well, I donât really care what Luke or Rachel thinks, I tell myself, and straighten in my seat.
âGeez, thatâs nice,â I say, playing along. âI prefer lasagna, lots of mushrooms.â I squeeze out a smile and stand up just as Carlyâs dad, Coach Ashe, dismisses us to find our lockers. What are the chances Iâll ever see a noodle from Rachelâs mother? Nil.
After PE I stop by my locker to grab my French notebook.
âSo, you like lasagna?â Lukeâs voice makes me catch my breath, throwing my heart again into overdrive. Up and down. Itâs like running sprints. He looks around my locker door. âSorry. Did I scare you?â
âStartled,â I say and bend down to pick up the pouch of pens that had slapped against the linoleum. He studies me as I stand. I feel his scrutiny, like heâs trying to see inside me. I turn.