at myself,â he finally said, embarrassed and yes, ashamed to admit it.
âAt yourself? Why?â
How the hell did you admit to marrying someone because you were too naïve to see past the bullshit they fed you? That you werenât man enough, didnât have experience, enough to know women like Victoria only cared about what you could give them? Afraid Lizzy would see him as a pathetic loser, he said only, âI married her.â
She seemed to buy his excuse and dropped the subject. âSo, what are we doing here?â She indicated the screen with her thumb.
âI have Victoriaâs e-mail password. I was about to go online and verify that she hadnât changed it when you rang the bell.â
âConsidering she was unfaithful, wouldnât she have something that she didnât want you to see?â
âMaybe. But sheâd been getting away with her affairs right under my nose. She had no reason to think I ever or would ever read her e-mail.â
He brought up her account and typed in the password. He grinned at the long list of e-mails. âJackpot.â
Lizzy squinted at the screen, then at him, and back at the screen. âThere are a hundred and five thousand e-mails here. A hundred and five .â
She was right. He clicked the arrow button and went directly to the first e-mail, reading the date. âThey start just after we got married.â
Their marriage had drawn a lot of attention and been dubbed beauty and the geek. He hadnât cared. They could call him what they wanted. He had Victoria. Or maybe heâd refused to examine it closer, afraid heâd start to question why sheâd chosen him. Reality was heâd been stupid and willing to put his head on the chopping block for her to hack at.
âIt doesnât look like she had a separate account for her fan mail. Would you like something to drink?â They were going to be here a while. However, he could think of worse things than spending an evening with Lizzy close by, looking over his shoulder as he opened all these e-mails. It was stupid and childish and he didnât give a shit.
Chapter Three
âA drink?â They were going to be at this for hours, hours of reading other peopleâs adoration of a woman, she, quite frankly, never liked. Victoria had been Duncanâs wife, Lizzyâs best clientâs wife, and as such had treated her accordingly, cordially and respectfully. Then the affairâaffairsâmade headlines and the gloves, so to speak, came off. She never told Duncan what a dumb fuck heâd been for marrying the blond bimbo because it wasnât her place, but nor did Lizzy have to pretend Victoria didnât make her gag. As she would, looking at all this fan mail.
âWe might be here a while,â he explained with such sincerity Lizzy knew it for bullshit. He didnât seem as annoyed as one should be when learning his wife was an e-mail hoarder and theyâd be at this longer than theyâd thought. Why?
âThanks, but I donât need anything. So, where do you want to start? First or last?â
âLast,â he said without pause. âI think if weâre going to find something it will be in her final e-mails. Donât you?â
âRight,â she said. âLast it is. Start clicking.â Who knew, maybe theyâd get lucky.
An hour into the search they realized it wasnât going to happen. And Lizzyâs gag reflex had started to revolt. âThis is all fan mail,â she said, impressed she hadnât choked on fan.
âYouâre right.â He pushed the laptop aside and banged his forehead on the polished mahogany. âIf these people only knew the real Victoria.â He turned his face toward her, his head still on the desk, admittedly looking really cute. âShe never showed her true colors until after I caught her cheating.â He sat up. âThat woman would have kicked a