hotter and hotter until he almost couldnât bear it, but he didnât move. Anything he said would only make it worse.
âOh, look, he drew you a bunch of hearts and flowers, too. How sweet.â Bryan grinned down at him, and Simon clenched his fists. âUpset, Psycho? Gonna show us your teeth?â
âWould you jerks shut up and go back to whatever hole you crawled out of?â snapped an irritated voice. Winter set down her book and glared at Bryan.
He shoved the note into Simonâs book and tossed it to Colin. âWhat do we have here? Cheating on your boyfriend with another freak, Psycho?â
âLeave her alone,â said Simon.
Bryan poked him hard in the ribs. âOr what? Youâll go home crying to your mother? Oh, wait. You donât have one.â
There it was: Bryanâs favorite taunt. Simon refused to react. He concentrated on his breathing insteadâin and out, in and out, until the burning knot in his chest started to cool. âColin, can I have my book back?â he said.
Colin glanced back and forth between him and Bryan. âSorry, Simon,â he mumbled.
Bryan snorted with laughter, and Simonâs vision narrowed. Colin didnât matter. Bryan didnât matter. None of this mattered. Someday he would be Darrylâs size, and no one would bother him again. Someday he would be far away from here, andâ
âAre you going to give it back or not?â said Winter. When Colin didnât move, she stood and snatched the book from him. âJerk. And youââ She rounded on Bryan. âIs that the best you can do? Coward.â
Bryan turned pink. âYou want to see what Iâve got?â
Winter stepped closer. âGo ahead and show me, Ape Face. I dare you.â
Bryanâs mouth contorted with anger, and to Simonâs horror, he shoved her backward. Winter hit the chair hard, and the crack of elbow against metal echoed through the cafeteria.
Simon didnât stop to think. By the time he realized what he was doing, he had already tackled Bryan to the ground and socked him in the soft spot below his ribs. Bryan cried out, and Simon pulled away, dumbfounded. Where had that come from?
The lunchroom went silent. Simon scrambled to his feet. The other boys closed ranks around them, forming a tight circle and chanting â
Fight! Fight! Fight!
â But Simon didnât want to fight. It had been an accident.
âYouâare a dead man,â gasped Bryan.
Simonâs head buzzed, and he couldnât think of anything to say. Instead, he stupidly offered Bryan his hand. âIâm sorry.â
Bryan grabbed his wrist and yanked him to the ground. Using his knees, he pinned Simonâs legs to the cold floor, still panting. âYou thinkâyou can hit meâin front of everyoneâand get away with it?â
The burning knot in Simonâs chest was back, trying to claw its way out of him, but it had nowhere to go. âMaybe you shouldnât attack girls, Ape Face,â he blurted.
âDonât worry. Youâre a much better punching bag,
Psycho.
â
Bryan shoved his arm against Simonâs throat. His fist connected with Simonâs abdomen, and Simon curled into a ball.
Bryan laughed and pulled back for another punch. On the other side of the room, the vice principal shouted for them to break it up, but Bryan still had time to get in a few more good hits before he reached them. Worse, Simon knew Bryan would never leave him alone after this, and no doubt he would also set his sights on Winter, whose only crime was sticking up for Simon.
Show them your teeth.
That burning knot in his chest exploded, and Simon roared. His hand shot out, his fingers curled into claws, and he swiped his nails against Bryanâs face. Bright red lines sprouted across Bryanâs cheek, and he faltered, his mouth open in shock.
Simon didnât give him a chance to fight back. He bit down hard