my fault. Still, I got the ânever darken my door againâ speech.â
âThatâs terrible,â she said.
âIt was good actually. I finally learned to take care of myself. I kind of floated for a while. I actually did some actingâand got paid for it. My most legit job was at this dinner theater in Phoenix. I did two shows with themâ Cat on a Hot Tin Roof , and Guys and Dolls .â
âThatâs greatâgetting paid for acting?â Maggie smiled at him, and he smiled back.
âI guess. It wasâ¦It really wasnât that great. They didnât pay very much. I had to wash dishes, andâ¦â He shrugged. âTheir leading lady had nothing on you.â
Yeah, right. âThanks.â
When he looked at her, something sparked. Maggie felt it deep in the pit of her stomach, and she had to look away. Sheâd trained herself for so long to feel nothing more than friendship for Matt that this kind of physical attraction seemed odd and unnatural.
His eyes gleamed with humor. âOh, hereâs a story youâll really like. When I was in L.A., I managed to get this agent. What a sleazeball. He told me he could get me some work in the movies. Nothing big, you knowâbit parts. But still, it was the movies â¦. Anyway, he sent me on an audition, right?â
Maggie nodded, watching Mattâs face as he talked, the corners of his mouth quivering with restrained laughter. It was hard to believe that it had been ten years since sheâd seen him. It just seemed so natural, sitting here together.
âSo I go into this place,â he said, âand I realize that itâs not a cattle call. You know, thereâre not four hundred other guys that look sort of like me lining up to audition for the part of the store owner who says âA dollar fifty,â to Keifer Sutherland when he comes into the convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes. The director actually comes out and shakes my handâif you can believe thatâand he takes me into the studio. I was so jazzed. They had cameras set up on a soundstage, along with this living room set. It looked like a stock American home setâsomething out of a sitcom, you know?â
He paused, taking a sip of water. âWell, imagine my surprise when the director told me to go ahead and take off my clothes.â
âWhat?â
âYeah.â Matt grinned. âIt didnât take me long to figure it out. I asked to see the script and it was calledâIâll never forget thisâ Sleazy Does It. It was a porno flick, Mags. It wasnât an auditionâthey were just going to shoot the film that same day. Is that too scary or what?â
Maggie had to laugh. Poor Matt. Thinking he was going to get a part in a major motion pictureâ¦âDid you do it?â
He choked on his water and glared at her, mock outrage on his face. âThanks a lot. No, I did not do it.â
She was still laughing. âYour past ten years have been much more exciting than mine.â
âYou graduated from Yale, went to law school and managed to get an M.B.A. at the same time. You had a fire, moved back in with your folks. You dated someone named Tom for four years, now youâre seeing a guy named Brock Donovan. Youâve had the lead in Oklahoma, Carousel, Paint Your Wagon, Showboat, The Boyfriend, Superman, Anything Goes, Guys and Dolls, Lilâ Abner and one moreâ¦. What was it?â
â Annie, Get Your Gun .â Maggie couldnât believe it. âHow do you know all that?â
He closed his eyes, placing his fingertips on his forehead. âMatthieu senses all,â he said with a heavy Eastern European accent. âI also know that Angieâs married now,â he added in his regular voice.
There was something in his face, in his tone, that Maggie couldnât read.
âYeah,â she said. âFreddyâs great. Youâd like him. But