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me across a garden in Oxford, her long chestnut hair flying out behind her, laughing, eyes bright, hitching up the skirts of her blue dress as she ran. She had been well educated, beyond what was expected of a young woman of her status; her father had planned a respectable marriage for her. But her independent spirit and determination to shape her own life had brought her, in the end, to this.
    "You didn't need to skulk around in the shadows after me, you know," I said gently, as she ripped into another hunk of bread. "You could have just knocked on my door."
    "On the door of the French embassy? You think they would have received me? Invited me to dinner, perhaps?" She swallowed her mouthful and fixed her eyes on the table. "In any case, I didn't know if you would want to see me. After everything that happened." She did not look at me, and her words were barely audible, the scorn melted away. "I told you, I never had any letters from you. I wanted to find out about your situation before I made myself known. I--I was afraid you might not want to know me."
    "Sophia--" It took a supreme effort of self-control not to reach across the table and take her hand in mine. The ferocity of her warning look confirmed that this would not have been welcome. I was finding it difficult to remember that she was supposed to be a boy. "Sorry--
Kit.
Of course I would not have turned you away. Whatever help you need--if it is in my power to give--"
    "You might feel differently when you know the truth," she mumbled, picking at a splinter of wood on the tabletop.
    I leaned closer.
    "And what is the truth?"
    She looked up and met my eye with a flash of her old defiance.
    "I am wanted for murder."
    A long silence followed, filled by the clatter and hubbub of the tap-room and the farmyard noises and shouts from beyond the window. Motes of dust rose and fell in the sunlight that slanted across our end of the table. I continued to stare at Sophia and she did not look away; indeed, I could swear there was a hint of a smile playing at the corners of her mouth. She seemed pleased with the effect of her announcement.
    "Whom did you murder?" I asked, when I could bear the silence no longer.
    "My husband," she replied, quick as blinking.
    "Your
husband
?" I stared at her in astonishment.
    She smiled briefly. It did not touch her eyes.
    "Yes. You did not know I'd got myself a husband, did you?"
    I could only go on staring in amazement.
    "You are thinking that I don't waste any time, eh? Barely finished pushing out one man's child before I've married another?"
    "I thought no such thing," I said, uncomfortably, because the idea had fleetingly crossed my mind.
    "My aunt sold me like a piece of livestock." She gestured towards the window. "Like one of those poor bleating beggars in the pens."
    "So you
murdered
him?" In my efforts to keep my voice down, it came out as a strangled squeak.
    Sophia rolled her eyes.
    "
No
, Bruno. I did not. But someone did."
    "Then who?"
    This time she could not disguise the impatience in her voice.
    "I don't know, do I? That's what I want to find out."
    I shook my head, as if to clear it. "Perhaps you had better tell me this story from the beginning."
    She nodded, then drained her tankard and pushed it towards me. The ale was not strong, but drinking it fast had brought a flush of colour to her hollow cheeks.
    "I'll need another drink first."

    "T HERE IS NO use in dwelling on all that happened before you left Oxford," she began, when a fresh jug of ale had been brought and she had finished a second piece of bread. I mumbled agreement, avoiding her eye. I wondered if she remembered the night I had kissed her, or if that memory was buried in all that had happened after. I remembered it still, as sharply as if it had been a moment ago.
    "My father sent me away to my aunt in Kent, as you know. My mother cried when I left and promised it was only for a season, until my
disgrace
, as she put it, was past, but I could see by my father's face