and a good psychiatrist.
âOf course.â
âKev never really recovered from losing him. I almost didnât either.â She offered a weak smile and then sniffed back tears. âHis schoolwork suffered. He quit baseball and basketball. Started using marijuana.â
She took a deep breath and stared beyond me toward the wall for a minute. I waited, giving her time to get the story out at her own pace.
âHe became withdrawn,â Rosemary continued. âMoody and sullen. Didnât often go out with his friends. Still doesnât. And that used to be a constant problem. Really the only thing we argued over. He wanted to be with his friends all the time, but we wouldnât allow him to be out every night like he wanted. Now he stays locked up in his room. He rarely eats and has lost . . . I donât know . . . Iâd guess twenty pounds. He certainly didnât need to.â She fell silent and stared at her hands, now folded on the table before her.
âWhat happened today that prompted you to call us?â Divya asked.
âHeâs different.â
âHow?â I asked.
âHeâs hyped up. Jittery. He seems confused and doesnât make much sense when he talks.â
âConfused?â Divya asked. âIn what way?â
âI made breakfast this morning. He didnât really eat any. Maybe a few bites. The whole time he talked about all sorts of stuff. Jumping from one topic to another. Like a runaway train. Kept tapping on the table and bouncing his leg.â She looked at me. âItâs drugs, isnât it?â
I nodded. âCould be. How old is Kevin now?â
âSixteen.â
âCan I go talk with him?â
âPlease.â She stood.
âI mean alone.â
She hesitated.
âIt might be best. Heâs more likely to tell me the truth.â
She collapsed into her chair again. âI suppose thatâs true. Lord knows he wonât talk to me.â She nodded toward a hall across the dining room from where we sat. âHis room is the last door on the right.â
I grabbed my medical bag and walked that way. The hallway was lined with family photos. Some were of Rosemary and her late husband. Others were older. Black and white and grainy. Probably the grandparents. But most were of Kevin. As a baby, in a crib, butt bare, head up with a wide toothless grin. As a very young boy in a cowboy outfit, cap pistol aimed at the photographer, black hat pulled low over his eyes, a snarl on his face. Trying to look like an outlaw, no doubt. Others were school and sports photos, several of baseball and basketball teams.
I rapped on the door. âKevin?â No response. I rapped harder. âKevin?â I called, a little louder this time. Still no answer. I pushed the door open.
Kevin sat at a desk, his back to me, earbuds jammed in his ears, a music video on his laptop, head bobbing, hands playing air drums.
âKevin?â
Still no response.
I walked over and tapped his shoulder. He jumped and whirled around, tugging the buds from his ears.
âWho are you?â
His face was sweat-slicked, pupils dilated. His gaze bounced around the room.
âYou donât remember me?â I asked.
He stared blankly.
âIâm Dr. Lawson. Your motherâs doctor.â
âOh. Yeah?â His knee bounced to an internal rhythm now.
âShe wanted me to talk with you.â
âAbout what?â
âMay I?â I motioned toward the bed next to his desk.
âSure.â
I sat.
He wiped his palms on his jeans and eyed me suspiciously.
âHow are you doing?â I asked.
âFine. Whatâs this about? I mean, I have things to do so I donât have much time.â
âWhat things?â
That seemed to confuse him.
âYou know. Things.â He looked around the room. âLots of things.â
âKevin,â I said. His gaze snapped back to me.