betrayed. Rhoda
had
liked it there; she was just showing off. Not that sheâd got anything to show off about, seeing as her mum and dad werenât even married.
CHAPTER FOUR
On Sunday morning Rhoda went to mass, leaving the family in the kitchen, clearing breakfast.
âAnd how are you two getting on with Rhoda?â Mum asked.
âAll right,â said Doreen. And it was true. She and Rhoda had got on better than sheâd expected, except for Rhodaâs remark about Old Works; that still hurt. âMum, she wears pink knickers!â
âDoreen! Not in front of Lennie!â
âWellâ¦I wish
I
could. And, Mum, she goes to a convent school and her teachers are nuns.â
âShe likes the pigeons,â said Lennie.
âHas she been to the loft?â
âYes. Last night. I told her all their names and the places they fly to. She liked them.â
Doreen felt a twinge of jealousy. She didnât know Lennie had been making friends with Rhoda.
âRhodaâs mumâs a famous singer,â she said.
âI saw the photo,â said Mum.
âShe might come and see Rhoda soon.â
âWell,â said Mum, âif she does come I hope sheâll bring Rhoda some clothes. All sheâs got is those two summer frocks, and itâll be autumn soon. Sheâll be needing something warmer. Perhaps I should mention it when I write.â
âHow much do you get for having Rhoda?â Doreen asked.
âTen and six a week.â
âThatâs a lot.â
âWe wonât make much on it. Not feeding a growing girl. Mind you, sheâs no trouble. Tidies up after herself. Always offers to helpââ
âUnlike some,â said Lennie, looking at Doreen.
â
You
can talk!â
âIâm bringing in money.â He was proud of that, she knew.
âMum,â she began tentatively, âhow much does a gold cross and chain cost â like Rhodaâs?â
âIâve no idea.â
âI wish I had one.â
âI donât really hold with crosses and that,â said Mum.
âWhy?â
âI just donât. Weâre not churchy people.â
Doreen thought of Rhoda at mass. âWe ought to go to chapel,â she said. âWe used to.â
She remembered the last time sheâd been. There was a visiting preacher â a woman â and the sermon wasnât as boring as usual. It was on the theme âCareless Talk Costs Livesâ â the poster about spies that they all saw everywhere. Only the preacher had spoken about careless talk in everyday life; she had said that before you said anything you might regret, you should ask yourself three questions: âIs it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?â And you should only say it if you could answer yes to at least two of them. Doreen had tested this theory, afterwards, by inventing things she might say and asking the three questions.
âI liked it â sometimes,â she said. And yet she knew it wasnât really chapel she wanted to go to today. Rhoda had told her about the Catholic church, with its candles and statues and paintings, and everywhere the glint of gold and soft light. She wanted to go there.
âYou could have gone to chapel, if youâd liked,â said Mum. âI havenât got time. I need to change the beds and start the washing. And I could do with a bit of help. Weâll get one load on the line, shall we, and then go and see your dad?â
Doreen and Lennie exchanged a glance. They both wished she wouldnât put it like that. Doreen wanted to say âDadâs dead; we canât go and see himâ, but when she tried the three questions on it, it only came out as true, not kind or necessary. Aunty Elsie always said that Dad had âpassed overâ, making Doreen think of the way the flock of pigeons circled over the house. No one ever said the word dead, just as no one had ever