grabbed Doreenâs arm and pushed her towards the steps. âYou shouldnât mess with grenades,â she said. âIt could be live.â
The boys crowed. âScaredy-cats!â
Rhoda looked down at them. âYou could get blown up.â
Billy came to the point. âThis is our den. And our stuff.â
âAnyone can come here,â Doreen insisted.
âExcept girls and Scousers,â said Billy. âSo thatâs you two out.â
Doreen and Rhoda were already moving towards the steps, but Doreen was determined to have the last word. âSmelly old dump, full of rubbish.â
âYes. Full of you. Youâre rubbish. Scousers are rubbish!â
Howls of laughter.
The girls retreated. âKids!â said Rhoda contemptuously.
They went off together, a warm feeling of unity between them.
âLetâs go down the High Street,â said Doreen. âWe can get our sweets.â
She chose aniseed balls and Rhoda had pear drops and they shared them, half each. Doreen introduced Rhoda to Mrs Jennings. âThis is Rhoda; sheâs my evacuee.â She met other people she knew in the street and introduced Rhoda again. She began to feel pleased about Rhoda; she was a lot better than some of her friendsâ evacuees. The Palmers had those awful boys from Dudley, and Ida Jones had a girl who kept telling tales about her.
They walked home through the churchyard. Rhoda talked about her boyfriend, who was called Michael, and was a soldier, serving abroad. âWeâre in love,â she said. âWhen Iâm sixteen weâre going to get married.â
Doreen felt friendlier towards Rhoda now. She said, âMy dadâs buried here. Do you want to see his grave?â
Dadâs headstone looked stark, although it was over a year since he had died. There were rose petals blowing around it. Doreen remembered seeing rose petals at the funeral. She had watched one fall onto the lid of the coffin and saw it crushed as the earth descended. Later there had been yellow leaves, then snow, then dandelions springing up all around. And now rose petals again.
âThe flowers are dead,â said Rhoda.
Last week Mum had filled a jamjar with marigolds and big white daisies; they were drooping now.
âWeâll do them tomorrow,â said Doreen. âWe always come here on Sunday morning.â
The inscription read:
THOMAS WILLIAM DYER
1888â1940
Rest in peace
And beneath it Mum had asked for the names of two children to be added: âGeorge, 1923â1925â and âJoan, 1920, aged three monthsâ.
Doreen thought about those children. If they had lived they would be grown up now. In the army, or the air force, perhaps getting killed like Bobby Lee.
âThose are my mumâs babies that died, and over here is Uncle Charley, and over there Uncle Arthur, and Grandad and Nan Dyerâ¦â
âYouâve got a big family,â said Rhoda. There was envy in her voice.
âHavenât you got any brothers or sisters?â
âNo. Thereâs only Mam and me.â
âIs
your
Dad dead?â
âNo.â
âIn the army, is he?â But even as she asked, Doreen sensed that Rhoda didnât want to talk about her father.
Rhoda turned and began to walk towards the church. âHeâs away,â she said, over her shoulder, âbut heâll come back. After the war heâll come back and marry me mam and weâll be a proper family.â
When they got home Lennie was coming in through the back garden gate, wheeling his bicycle; he only worked mornings on Saturdays.
Doreen ran up to him. âLennie, weâve been to Old Works! It was great. Rhoda likes it there, donât you, Rhoda?â
But Rhoda, with Lennieâs gaze on her, shrugged, and said dismissively, âItâs OK â for little kids.â
Her words cast a shadow over the bright morning, spoiling it.
Doreen felt