him instead.
âWhat is his name?â she asked, a muffled question into her hands.
âYou know he wished to remain anonymous. He made it very clear that you not discover his identity until your wedding.â
âWhich is now to be within a week, is it not? Am I to meet my bridegroom without knowing his name? Do I not deserve that at least, Father?â
Her father gave her an odd smile. âI told him you were a good girl, that you wouldnât push to know it. But he was sure you would. Somehow he knew you would.â
Cecily laughed. âHe knows me well, does he? Or at least he believes so.â
âAugust. Thatâs the name he told me to give to you.â
âBut not his true name?â
Her father glanced away.
âDo I know him, then? Have I met him before? Have I danced with him in between his travels overseas?â
âEnough. I canât tell you any more. He made me swear to secrecy.â
âI am your daughter!â
Her father stepped forward and cupped her shoulders, angled his head to bend toward hers. âAnd you are precious to me beyond life itself. If I did not believe he would treat you well, that he did not have the highest regard for you, no amount of money offered would have persuaded me to give him your hand.â
âBut you did.â
âI did.â His hands lifted from her shoulders. âHe has given us much, and we have made an arrangement for your marriage in turn. It is something you will abide by, is it not?â
A cloak of despair, hot and heavyâwas this how Angela felt before she ran away with her lover?âfell over her. Duty. Honor. These were the words of the world to which she belonged. Not passion . Not choice . Her weddingâthe inevitable which sheâd been preparing for over the past two years, the day sheâd hoped would never comeâwas here. Sheâd been correct in keeping at least a small part of herself from the baron. If only she could remove all the other pieces sheâd so easily surrendered to him.
Cecily lifted her chin and attempted another smile. She and Angela had both known the lives that had been planned for them, had both happily accepted their futures. But the parallel between them had ended last night when Angela had deserted her husband and child. Unlike Angela, she would not change course. She would not disappoint those who mattered the most to her.
âYes, of course,â she said. âI shall marry as you wish, Father.â
When she returned to her bedchamber it was to find a bouquet of white lilies held in her maidâs hands. âThese just arrived, my lady.â Her arm extended, a small white envelope tucked between her fingers. âAnd a noteââ
Cecily tore it open when she recognized the familiar script. Unlike her fiancéâs, the baronâs handwriting lay thick and sloped across the parchment, even the curves of each letterâs lines seductive.
My dearest Lady Cecily,
I grieve for your loss at the passing of your dear friend Lady Wriothesly.
You have my deepest sympathies.
Sâ
He must have made inquiries immediately after she left his carriage. His concern had been sincere. Cecily clutched the note and sank to her knees, the tears rising once more.
The carriage door opened, revealing the exterior of Lady Mayberryâs town house in all of its bedecked glory. Cecily might have been able to send her regrets to every other ball, soiree, afternoon tea and dinner party that week, but no one missed Lady Mayberryâs annual ball. Even when Cecily had tried to convince her mother she shouldnât goânot only because of her impending nuptials but also because she still wanted to wear mourning for Angelaâher mother simply patted her arm and instructed Cecilyâs maid to find the violet gown theyâd bought specifically for the Mayberry ball at the beginning of the Season.
The groom appeared in the space before