wanted to be his bud and the girls all looked at him like he was a free trip to Disneyland.
As for Jonathan, he was captain of...the chess team, and hardly any girls looked at him at all. Not that heâd wanted any girl but Lissa.
No matter what heâd done, though, he couldnât win her interest. She always thought of him simply as her good friend.
Heâd wanted to be more. When they were juniors, in the hopes of getting her to see him in a new way, heâd sneaked into Icicle Falls High early on Valentineâs Day and taped a hundred red paper hearts to her locker.
But sheâd thought Rand had done it. Rand happily took the credit and took Lissa to the junior prom. And Jonathan took a swing at Rand. And that was the end of their friendship.
But not the end of Rand and Lissa. They were an item clear through senior year.
As for Jonathan, he wasnât an item with anyone. Heâd tried, gone out with a few girls as desperate as he was, but every time heâd closed his eyes and kissed a girl heâd seen Lissa.
After everyone graduated and scattered he still saw her on holidays when she was in town visiting her parents and he was over at his folksâ next door. Once in a while theyâd talk. Heâd say brilliant things like, âHowâs it going?â and sheâd ask him questions like, âAnyone special in your life yet?â Heâd never had the guts to say, âThereâs been someone special in my life since I was nine.â
When his dad died, sheâd sent him a card telling him how sorry she was. Mostly, though, she just waved to him while hurrying down her front walk to catch up with girlfriends. Heâd tried not to see when she left on the arm of the latest local whose attention sheâd captured.
A couple of summers ago, heâd seen her when she came home to surprise her mom for her birthday. Heâd been at his momâs, up on a ladder painting the side of the house, when she called a cheery hello from next door.
Heâd almost lost his balance at the sound of her voice.
âJonathan Templar, paint specialist. And I thought you were only a computer genius,â sheâd teased from the other side of the hedge that ran between their houses.
Heâd had a perfect view of her from his perch on the ladder and the view was great. Sheâd looked like a cover girl for a summer issue of some womenâs magazine in her pink top and white shorts.
âThat, too,â heâd said, then asked, âAre you in town for long?â
âOnly the weekend.â
He knew what that meant. This moment was all heâd have with her.
âWeâve got Momâs big birthday dinner tonight. Then brunch tomorrow and then Iâve got to get back to Portland. I donât think Iâll even have time to bake you any cookies. How sad is that?â Before he could answer, her cell phone had rung. âI know, Iâm on my way,â sheâd said, and ended the call. âIâm late, as usual,â sheâd said to Jonathan. âIâd better get going. Good to see you, Jonathan. You look great.â Then sheâd hurried off down her front walk, her long, blond hair swinging.
That hadnât been the only thing swinging. Watching her hips as she walked away had been hypnotic, addictive. And dumb.
Jonathan had leaned over to keep her in view just a little longer and lost his balance. With a startled cry, heâd grabbed for the ladder but only succeeded in bringing the bucket of paint down on himself as he fell, turning him blue from head to toe. A one-man Blue Man Group act.
Heâd bruised his hip in the process, but his ego had taken an even bigger hit when Lissa came running to where heâd fallen. âJonathan, are you okay?â
Heâd been far from okay. Heâd been mortified, his face probably red under the blue paint. But heâd said, âOh, yeah. No problem. Iâm