said. âThe next internet corner. Or maybe at the Red Barn.â If you wanted cold beer and hot music, that was the place to go.
She shook her head. âI havenât gone there in a long time.â Then she disappeared back behind the cubicle wall.
âWhyâs that?â he asked, booting up his computer.
âToo much competition.â
âI know what you mean.â Funny how the walls of an office cubicle could make you feel like you were in a confessional, willing to say things you wouldnât share face-to-face. Not that heâd been in the confessional for a while.
Maybe he needed to spend some time there. And maybe he should be talking to God more. God saw him, even if Jillian didnât. Maybe God would consider working a miracle and opening Jillianâs eyes. At the rate things were going here at Safe Hands, improving her eyesight was going to take a miracle.
* * *
It was nine oâclock and time for Jonathanâs morning ritual. He grabbed his bowl of cereal with sliced banana and turned on the TV to a station in Oregon. âBarely made it in time,â he told Chica, whoâd settled on the couch beside him. âWe shouldnât have taken such a long walk.â
Her only response to that was a big yawn.
âYou know, youâve got a bad attitude,â he said.
She let out a bark.
âAnd youâre jealous,â he added, making her whine. He put an arm around her and gave her head a good rub. âBut Iâll keep you, anyway.â
The commercial for laser skin treatment ended and Chica was forgotten as an image of the city of Portland came on the screen, accompanied by perky music. A disembodied voice called out, âGood morning, Oregon!â
Then there she wasâtrim, blonde and beautifulâseated at a couch in a fake living room next to a gray-haired guy wearing slacks and an expensive shirt.
Scott Lawrence. Jonathan frowned at the sight of him. Media guys, they were just too smooth. Now whoâs jealous?
He was, of course. Talk about stupid. In order to be jealous of other men, you first had to be with the woman. Jonathan was not with Lissa Castle, never had been.
âWell, Lissa, Iâm sure your weekend was stellar,â Scott said to her.
âYes, it was.â She had such a sweet voice, so full of cheer and kindness. Lissa had always been kind.
âDid you have a hot date?â Scott teased. âWhat am I saying? Of course you had a hot date.â
She neither denied nor confirmed, just sat in her leather chair and smiled like the Mona Lisa in a pink blouse.
Which meant sheâd had a hot date, Jonathan deduced miserably.
Her cohost turned to face the camera. âSpeaking of dates, some of you out there in our viewing audience might be doing internet dating and finding it frustrating.â
âIt can be stressful when it comes time to meet that other person off-line,â Lissa said. âAnd thatâs why I know youâre going to appreciate our first guest this morning, whoâll be sharing tips with us on how to transition from online to face time.â
Sometimes even face time didnât win a girl, Jonathan thought sadly, not when the girl was out of a guyâs league.
Heâd been in love with Lissa ever since heâd discovered girls. In fact, Lissa had been the first girl he discovered when she moved in next door at the age of nine. Theyâd become pals, which was great when he was nine. But as they got older and she got even prettier, Jonathan began to look beyond the borders of friendship.
He wasnât the only one. During high school, his friend Rand took a new interest in Lissa once she became a cheerleader. And she was interested right back.
Hardly surprising, since Rand was the cool one. When they were kids, everyone had fought over Rand while picking teams for playground softball games. In high school heâd been captain of the football team. The boys all